life is just so ......
Morning all,
trying to sleeping morphine and atrypline not working at the
moment. So I thought I bug you guys! chuckling.
naaahhh!
I've taken up the new hobby of knitting, crochet and tapestry things I studied for when I was 16 and didn't pass but throughly enjoyed doing the work. Haven't got to pass any exams this time round. Don't know what I'm knitting just keeping the hands busy.
SKY is just not enough to hold my attention at the mo.
Going the Trinity house today for a Rekhi massage - in hopes of helping relax. Been waiting practically a year, think I'm relaxed enough. Appointment offered I grabby hands it.
I think I know why I can't fall asleep, a police force in this country has fucked up again in regards to reporting and keeping an eye of a violent and abusive ex- partner. She called the police over 11 times and none of this had been reported and handed over to the domestic violence unit. Last year he broke into her home and beat her unconcious infront
of their daughter, strokes her face and tells * its going to be alright*. He admits killing this young mum and he get life sentence but must serve 15 years before he is up for parole.
Where is the parole for this child who had to watch this fucker kill her mother. Who is know going to have to be raised by her grandmother and other family members. How must his mother feel about what he has done. If these men feel this women are of no value to them.
Why?
Why don't they go and find their fucking perfect women and live their wonderful fucking live with them. Why because the fault is not with the women its with the men. If the only way you can win a discussion is to raise your fist and beat the other person into a petrified and quivering wreck who is just a shadow of their former self. It speaks to what the man wants is just a punching bag.
The officers who didn't do they jobs properly have been redepolyed and had *sanctions taken against them* , not fired, not sent to see the damage their lazy fuckery has caused but shifted off stage left. I want these men to suffer the same punishment they like to inflict of the *women they love*
because *she made me do it, she brought it on herself*. Men like these do this on purpose they want to break someone or something so instead finding a way to vent the anger growing in them they chose to beat a loved. I know a few women who have managed to escape this life, I have godchildren who hate their fathers but have to visit them. Have to listen to all the hate the fathers have for their mothers because *she caused all this*. Abusers - wifebeaters - scumbags grow up and learn to control yourself, ask for help it doesn't make less human, it is a step to help make you step up to become human.