I'm tired of being fat!
I'm on my 11th day of this journey folks and I really want to do it this time! I spent half of my 20's (not to mention my life) fat or just generally unhappy with my body. No fucking more!
The kicker came when I went to my 4 year olds first T-ball outing and guess what folks.... I'M THE FAT MOM! It's awful and I don't want to feel this way anymore. I'm 158 pounds... That may not sound like a lot but I'm not even 5 feet tall. 4'10" to be more specific. My 'healthy BMI' says I should weigh between 85.5(?!?!?) and 115.5. GTFO! That's never going to happen but I don't have to be this big. I'm tired of being self concious of my double chin... And taking 400 pictures of just my face to find one I don't look too fat in. It's bullshit!
I want to be proud of myself and I ain't gettin any younger! I'm strong and I can do this! I am in control. Any tips/tricks/recipes/words of encouragement/good workout music will be greatly appreciated!
It's ON flabby body! See you later handful of c-section overhang x2! Fuck you very much chub neck! I quit you!
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Now if I can only figure out how to edit the date so this stays on top from my phone... Haha
Yaaaaaay!!
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