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[zag4life]

So Ranil is gone. And more and more I am sure that i have done the right thing and that for now - i am better off alone for a while ...

Anywaz - this is a crazy weekend - so much going on! Graduations galore that im working for for Setons and then im finishing packing.
I'll update more insite later.. i can't wait to go home!
i love you all

this is what I was and am contemplating - what if it all meant/ still means something? and what is that something? something that was meant to be for a little while? or something that's meant to be a lot bigger than that?

Sorry it's Really repetitive...
"What If It All Means Something"

If I could do anything for you, believe me I would
Do you feel the same? Feel the same as me?
If I could be anyone for you believe me I would
I'm not ashamed not ashamed to be
Its hard for me to know sometimes I feel like letting go
But what if it all means something?
What if it all
What if it all means something?
What if it all
If I could go anywhere for you, believe me I would
I'd run away, I'd ran away,
I'd leave.
If I could fix everything for you, believe me I would
Do you feel the same, feel the same as me?
Its hard for me to know, well maybe I should just let go.
But what if it all means something?
What if it all
What if it all means something?
(I wanna know)
What if it all
Leave me alone
I'm falling
If I could do anything for you, believe me I would
Do you feel the same? Feel the same as me?
Its hard for me to know well maybe I should just let go
But what if it all means something?
(I wanna know)
What if it all
What if it all means something?
(I wanna know)
What if it all
Yeah what if it all means something, something, something
I know it all means something.

but on a lighter note - im on track to being ready to move out - and this weekend will be a lot of hard work but a lot of fun :)