second best hope.

[zaffiro58]

i'm eating the best crackers.
they are like eating cardboard (enjoyably eating cardboard).
actually, i have no idea what it's like to eat cardboard but i imagine that eating this cracker is like biting through really thin foamcore board.
it's so nice i could eat all seven of them.
food must be rather boring to people who don't eat based on textures.

aside from that.
i have a secret.
i think my new medicine is the shiznit. . . . .except for the wiggly wibble-wobbles i get.
the caffeine takes care of them mostly anyway.
but i feel happy.
really, actually happy.
and have emotions.
and am not so goddamn groggy that i can't get up in the morning.
and because of this i think i will keep taking it.
that might be what some people call a break-through.
granted this could all just be my moods talking.
who knows?
i suppose eventually we'll find out. . . .
but in the meantime.
the shit.
really.

my only other thing is that i'm moving.
this will make move nine in less than three years.
i don't want to talk about it more than that.