four ingredients.

[zaffiro58]

i've been thinking lately that ..one.. i must have some sort of guardian angel.

i could bitch about a lot.
..two.. but honestly i should be dead right now.
for lots of reasons.

i'm planning on not letting that happen.

so now everything is ..three.. beginning again.
i'm terrified.
and sad.
and excited.
and love.
and.
and.
and.

..four..