i will make this work.

[zaffiro58]

i've spent the last three days in the room.
cutting shit out of magazines.
reading.
and generally making a mess.

(((((i feel trapped in here.)))))

and they leave me be.
not like,
"leave me alone.
leave me alone!"
but be.
like,
when what i really need is people.
these are the times i used to wander malls just to have human contact.
to assure myself.
to keep myself safe.

though i'm still.
so i suppose things can't be too bad.
actually i know.
maybe i need a real they.
with the period.

also,
i read an article.
so now it begins.
again.
but with faith.

one.....four. five.
one. two. three.