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Well, I know I only just got here a few months ago, but I'm leaving again.
I'm going back to South Australia - spending maybe a week in Victor Harbor, then moving in with my sister and stepsister in Adelaide.
How long will I be gone? Long enough. Probably a while. The absolute minimum will be "long enough for the Efexor to kick in", but honestly, I think it's going to be several months.
Six years ago I asked myself if perhaps suicide was the right option. I decided not to go through, or rather, to put it off for a while. I've been regretting that decision ever since. Yesterday I went an bought a big bag of BBQ fuel. I was so close. But for whatever reason (I still don't really know) I decided not to, to instead see if this can help fix it.
I'll probably regret that decision as well.
Anyway, I'll be gone for some time. I'll keep in touch still.
For those who don't understand the significance of BBQ fuel:
It's made out of coal, which consists almost entirely of carbon. When you burn it, it therefore releases carbon monoxide, an invisible, odourless, flavourless gas. Carbon monoxide is easy to breathe, gets absorbed just like oxygen and binds itself to blood cells even better than oxygen. In short, it's just like breathing air, except you die.
I'm going back to South Australia - spending maybe a week in Victor Harbor, then moving in with my sister and stepsister in Adelaide.
How long will I be gone? Long enough. Probably a while. The absolute minimum will be "long enough for the Efexor to kick in", but honestly, I think it's going to be several months.
Six years ago I asked myself if perhaps suicide was the right option. I decided not to go through, or rather, to put it off for a while. I've been regretting that decision ever since. Yesterday I went an bought a big bag of BBQ fuel. I was so close. But for whatever reason (I still don't really know) I decided not to, to instead see if this can help fix it.
I'll probably regret that decision as well.
Anyway, I'll be gone for some time. I'll keep in touch still.
For those who don't understand the significance of BBQ fuel:
It's made out of coal, which consists almost entirely of carbon. When you burn it, it therefore releases carbon monoxide, an invisible, odourless, flavourless gas. Carbon monoxide is easy to breathe, gets absorbed just like oxygen and binds itself to blood cells even better than oxygen. In short, it's just like breathing air, except you die.