The day was great, but something is nagging me...
I'll get to why I'm worried in a bit.
I went to school to day and took a test in calc. I knew everything pretty well sept for the first page. I felt like I got an Ok score on it.
Well than I went to the student lounge and played two or three games of euchker. I stacked the deck soo much and nobody noticed... well they noticed but there wasn't anything that they could do about it. I ended up skipping chem to play. Well after everybody left I went and started watching Coupling. It is so awesome!!
Around 5pm I went up to The Bean and waited for Doug, Court and Kitty to show up. When they showed up we talked and stuff but my mind was else were. I couldn't wait for Kat to show up. Well around 6 or whatever Kat showed up with her mom. My thoughts were like (Uggg...Her mom had to be there). Well her mom left right away so I gave her a hug and a kiss. We sat together and talked, hugged and kissed the whole time. Then around like 8 Kat and I drove Court and Kitty home. On the way back Kat and I talked about past relationships and how they all sucked so badly.
Well (now the part that worries me) much later at the bean while Kat and I were talking she mentioned something about rasorblades. That got my attention right away. I sat up from our cuddling positon and questioned her about it. While we were talking about it I (for the first time) noticed the small scratch like scares on her inner forarms. This worried me for the rest of the night. I won't say what she said but I feel so sorry for her.
On the way home from the bean Doug drove and let Kat and I sit in the back. Kat layed down and rest her head in my lap. I gave her an ear massage and things to calm and relax her (Nothing perverted you sick-o's).
When she left the car I told her good night and told her not to hurt herself.
Then Doug and I exchanged happy remarks about our new loves.
But when I got home I parked the car and cryed((really, tears and everything... I shit you not)). I just hate the thought of any of my friends hurting themselfs... Especally someone I care so deeply about. ::sigh::
Thats all I have to say for now but here are some tests I haven't posted yet!!
You're the smirk,a frown-smile hybrid that's a
little bit cocky and usually associated with
evil or arrogant,but attractive people.You
probably just don't give a damn,but it's
everyone else's fault if you don't because
you're too awesome to have any real faults.
What Kind of Smile are You?
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You all have seen me do this. And you like it!! lol.
yeah but the frown is because I really do have a deep side that is sad...::tear::
Your Heart is Red
What Color is Your Heart?
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Well it fucking read my mind!! ::giggles::
Well, maybe one or two times in your life will you
ever consider suicide. You don't have anything
to worry about. Well, thanx for taking the
quiz! Please rate! `-)
Are you going to commit suicide? (PLEASE RATE) `-)
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Suicide is stoopid. I have thought of it once or twice but like it said. NEVER DID!! Kat please don't hurt youself... I care for you so much... ::teary eyes::
Much love,
-=Nic=-
I went to school to day and took a test in calc. I knew everything pretty well sept for the first page. I felt like I got an Ok score on it.
Well than I went to the student lounge and played two or three games of euchker. I stacked the deck soo much and nobody noticed... well they noticed but there wasn't anything that they could do about it. I ended up skipping chem to play. Well after everybody left I went and started watching Coupling. It is so awesome!!
Around 5pm I went up to The Bean and waited for Doug, Court and Kitty to show up. When they showed up we talked and stuff but my mind was else were. I couldn't wait for Kat to show up. Well around 6 or whatever Kat showed up with her mom. My thoughts were like (Uggg...Her mom had to be there). Well her mom left right away so I gave her a hug and a kiss. We sat together and talked, hugged and kissed the whole time. Then around like 8 Kat and I drove Court and Kitty home. On the way back Kat and I talked about past relationships and how they all sucked so badly.
Well (now the part that worries me) much later at the bean while Kat and I were talking she mentioned something about rasorblades. That got my attention right away. I sat up from our cuddling positon and questioned her about it. While we were talking about it I (for the first time) noticed the small scratch like scares on her inner forarms. This worried me for the rest of the night. I won't say what she said but I feel so sorry for her.
On the way home from the bean Doug drove and let Kat and I sit in the back. Kat layed down and rest her head in my lap. I gave her an ear massage and things to calm and relax her (Nothing perverted you sick-o's).
When she left the car I told her good night and told her not to hurt herself.
Then Doug and I exchanged happy remarks about our new loves.
But when I got home I parked the car and cryed((really, tears and everything... I shit you not)). I just hate the thought of any of my friends hurting themselfs... Especally someone I care so deeply about. ::sigh::
Thats all I have to say for now but here are some tests I haven't posted yet!!
You're the smirk,a frown-smile hybrid that's a
little bit cocky and usually associated with
evil or arrogant,but attractive people.You
probably just don't give a damn,but it's
everyone else's fault if you don't because
you're too awesome to have any real faults.
What Kind of Smile are You?
brought to you by Quizilla
You all have seen me do this. And you like it!! lol.
yeah but the frown is because I really do have a deep side that is sad...::tear::
Your Heart is Red
What Color is Your Heart?
brought to you by Quizilla
Well it fucking read my mind!! ::giggles::
Well, maybe one or two times in your life will you
ever consider suicide. You don't have anything
to worry about. Well, thanx for taking the
quiz! Please rate! `-)
Are you going to commit suicide? (PLEASE RATE) `-)
brought to you by Quizilla
Suicide is stoopid. I have thought of it once or twice but like it said. NEVER DID!! Kat please don't hurt youself... I care for you so much... ::teary eyes::
Much love,
-=Nic=-