Jul 01, 2005 08:26
Hey all!
Yea its update time, I finally get the chance to do a real update for once. Not one that just says:
"Sorry no computer be back soon!"
Its getting so old , but yea here goes nothing!
So i finally found a beautiful new town home, which by the way is a 2 bedroom in a nice area of johnson county which only costs 624 dollars a month. Now i know that seems kind of expensive but really its not considering alot of town homes in other areas of johnson county costs anywhere between 800 and 1000 dollars. I feel I made out well with what I have. At first I thought of maybe getting a home that I can rent to own but then when I finally thought about it, what good would it be towards me? I mean im only 19 and I dont know that i really want to be in Kansas for such a long period of time. It would be pointless to tie myself down to such a comittment such as 50,000 dollars. So I just decided to rent, it was more logical.
I just found out about two days ago that the ex im still in love with, Josh, might be headed off to Iraq soon. As much as I hate to admit it, it gave me cold chills and almost made me want to cry. I cant lie I miss him and the moment I find out hes gone over there I will pray my butt off. Not to mention cry for a good hour or two. God see I hate when I get all sappy and stuff over him, its a waste of time but really what can I do I love the guy, how can I not be this way? I just know im worried and want to keep up to date. Even though they say hell be safer there I dont feel that way.
Cody, wow Cody. As far as he goes I finally got the nerve to tell him I like him and well I wrote it in a letter which has to be one of the dumbest things I have done by far in awhile. Its been two weeks today since I gave it to him and well yesterday I found out hes only read 1 page since then and keeps promising to read it and doesnt. So I can already tell where a relationship with him is going to lead, a town called nowheres ville, population cody and i. Sucks ass thats all im going to say. Then again why would I want a relationship with a guy who cant keep a promise to even read a 3 page letter after two weeks of having it. How busy can you be? Or excuse me how much of a lazy lying ass prick can you be? Hm...thats a thought to ponder.
Work is going well, I dont feel to confident about it at the moment and I dont think I secured my job yet but im working on it. I just have never felt so stupid in my life. I mean I got in trouble for not folding a towel right or putting it on the shelf right. What in the world? Yes its ridiculous and happens all the time. Its because my manager is a neatfreak/profectionist, and well just flat out tought to deal with. This job is so stressful and its bad when my best friend calls to yell at me to. Shes such a suck up, if your reading this Hillary this is why im mad at you. BECAUSE YOUR A SUCK UP AND THINK YOU CANT DO ANYTHING WRONG , YOU ARE ONE WAY WITH THE MANAGERS AND ANOTHER WITH ME. BITE ME YOU FAT ...ERR Excuse me.
Anyway enough update for today I have my godson Michael (little fat cutie!) with me today and I want to visit with him.
Oh btw my niece comes home in 12 days, i miss my baby!!
Krysti