This Boy.
So theres this boy Nicholas, who I really like a lot, and we hung out for the first time on tuesday had a lot of fun, held hands while we were walking around the mall, he kissed me while we were in Tillys, and of course I kissed him back :)
but pretty much heres how the story goes...
when I first started talking to him, he liked this guy named Colton, which I actually know Coltons older brother Chance from back when I went to SDSU, but yeah anyway.... So we hung out tuesday and everything was so fun and perfect I really did have n amazing day, then we were waiting for the trolley and he was like well idk what to do about the other guy and im guessing he was talking about colton and I told him well you kow what im gonna tell you to do bc I like you a lot and blah blah blah.
But yeah after that we kept texting as usual and everything was ok...I did a survey that night when I got home, and mind you it was a really long survey, but one of the questions said who was the last person you kissed. So I put nicholas bc he was the last person I had kissed. Then wednesday I get a text from Chance saying "I read your survey, did you and nick really kiss?" so I text him back and told him yes bc i mean for one it was the truth, and two if he was gonna say anything it was already in my survey so oh well.
Well heres how the texting went.
Nicholas: What are you telling chance?
Me: What? the only thing i told him was that we hung out and went shopping, why?
Me: Why what happened? oh and how was school today?
Nicholas: Nevermind
Me: umm ok... what are you doing tonight? and im still trying to get kelley to drive tomorrow, you still wanna go? do you know how much cover is?
Nicholas: Going to watch a movie, and im not sure, i dont do drama and you talking to chance is causing drama
Me: What drama? actually i think i know bc he text me yesterday after he read my survey that said you were the last person i kissed..and if i have to stop talking to him and delete him then i will for sure bc its not worth losing you ya know..i shouldnt have put your name on my survey i guess...
Nicholas: Well colton kinda flipped on me today
Me: Are you serious? ugh.. you know what next time ill put something else besides your name :/ bc the very last thing i ever wanna do is hurt you and i hope that you know that nicholas and thats the truth, i mean i like you so much and now i feel like shit for even doing that survey, im deleting chance.
Nicholas: See I seriously dont understand how or why you like me so much...
Me: What do you mean you dont know why..i just do and you are really sweet, funny, cute, smart, adorable what else could i ask for ya know idk i just do.
Nicholas: You barely know me though...
Me: I know well thats why I wanna hang out with you more so I can get to know you more...im just saying so far I really like you
Me: Is that bad? I want to get to know you more...and the other day was so much fun and your kisses are amazing i just want more days like that i guess :)
2 hours later...
Me: So what are you up to?
3 hours later....still waiting to hear back :/
so yeah im really confused as to whats going on, I really really like him a lot, and he is amazing like tuesday was the best day off ever...ughhh im just scared I messed this one up already :(
help.