Dear Diary, I'm here to stay.
Things are so weird. I seem to be at impasse with my ex about...how to deal with each other, essentially.
Neither of us knows what to do... I guess there's nothing to do about it but ignore it and just be friends like we are unless something comes up or changes... talking it out doesn't seem to be providing a solution... I can't get her to say flat out yes or no to anything. She doesn't know. I don't even really know. It's all terribly confusing. It's not all that big of a deal though. I'm glad she and I are still friends. It saddens me to think of how everything went, so I need to stop doing that. But yeah, I'm fairly happy with where I'm at now... I just feel like something is off... s'weird.
But I'm happy. I just got back from my aunt's wedding in Vegas a little more than a day ago and I have an interview tomorrow!
It's with Relay New Mexico. It would be a good job and I'm fairly confident I can present myself as a choice employee, and use my experiences to my advantage. Zak Carris and I applied together today, and got told to go to a group interview tomorrow at 3 before we left. Basically we'd be working at phone operators between deaf/hard of hearing people and the people they're trying to contact. It'd certainly look good on a resume, and the starting pay is a decent $8.25/h.
Overall I feel really good about my life for some unknown reason. I feel like semi-inspired. I feel ready to start kicking ass at getting my life going. Wish me luck, I need the sort of fire I'm starting to feel.
Neither of us knows what to do... I guess there's nothing to do about it but ignore it and just be friends like we are unless something comes up or changes... talking it out doesn't seem to be providing a solution... I can't get her to say flat out yes or no to anything. She doesn't know. I don't even really know. It's all terribly confusing. It's not all that big of a deal though. I'm glad she and I are still friends. It saddens me to think of how everything went, so I need to stop doing that. But yeah, I'm fairly happy with where I'm at now... I just feel like something is off... s'weird.
But I'm happy. I just got back from my aunt's wedding in Vegas a little more than a day ago and I have an interview tomorrow!
It's with Relay New Mexico. It would be a good job and I'm fairly confident I can present myself as a choice employee, and use my experiences to my advantage. Zak Carris and I applied together today, and got told to go to a group interview tomorrow at 3 before we left. Basically we'd be working at phone operators between deaf/hard of hearing people and the people they're trying to contact. It'd certainly look good on a resume, and the starting pay is a decent $8.25/h.
Overall I feel really good about my life for some unknown reason. I feel like semi-inspired. I feel ready to start kicking ass at getting my life going. Wish me luck, I need the sort of fire I'm starting to feel.