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Naughty Zack- I haven't posted in ages.
Well, I guess the big updates in my life are;
I won against the previous theatre company in our struggle. They finally forked out £1000 and all was settled.
I had a lovely dinner party for my birthday- a really nice group of people and a great chilled evening.
I'm in a production at the moment in the Shunt Vaults underneath London Bridge, and the money is fairly good. I'm glad i finally achieved my objective for the year which was to be in a production in a static London space. I cut it a little bit fine to the end of the year- but at least i got there in the end!
I have an audition at Mountview a week on Tuesday for their post-graduate course. I have to get a scholarship though for me to even consider going (as well as even getting a place in the first place!) I'm not incredibly hopeful but am weirdly not that nervous because...
i had hypnotherapy this week.It was quite a drastic, expensive measure but I think it's really helped me already. I contacted him initally to chat about performance anxiety, but having met me, he removed the word performance and thought i'm just an anxious person full-stop! It's only been two days but i'm feeling remarkbly more calm.
As for the last two weeks, Christian is in Hong Kong and i miss him so much. I just e-mailed him, and having taken out any of the personal bits about him, it provides a good update in my life;
okey dokey--
Well first of all, i miss you lots. Despite the fact you're thinking about abandoning me and never coming back. typical.
I'll answer your questions in order.
Elcock is gone. He text me about 5 days ago to say that he couldn't possibly commit to being in a relationship with the amount of work he has on at the mo. In a year's time it would be different. Can't we just be friends? It's not you- it's me etc etc etc Another one bites the dust.
I think I would have been distraught except it was the same day as my hypnotherapy and i couldn't really careless- so it has been fine.
I did get a bit silly though and go out and snog two guys. One of which, I went home with and had silly willy fun with on the sofa. He's a dancer, at Mountview. He also helps out with the auditions- should make things embarassing in a weeks time when i go to audition...
Lc, i'm afraid, is out of the picture too with the above information. Sorry, I fucked it up again!
Lydia I saw last night.She's really sweet. I think she's been having a really bad time of it recently and we had a chat about that in the pub. She's met this boy called Sam. He's a physiotherapist, 25, and seems really normal - and i think she's a little bit head over heels and it sounds like he is too! Lovely story- hope it sticks out.
Polish i've not seen. I've been changing my eating habits. No joke! I've cut out chocalate and caffine- so i've had no reason to go to the shop. I have been going to the lovely place next to Cheers though a lot and having their daily special. It's costing a fortune, but the amount I spent on Mars Bars/Klas probably balances it out.
G-A-Y was funny last night. I was only working until 11.15, but once i left Lydia- I sneaked in and saw the show (in the VIP bit!) for free. I realised how useful it was that i'm tight with the bouncers! It was a really cool show. As well as Girls Aloud, Westlife, Sugababes blah blah blah - people kept turning up. The coolest was Alisha Keys...and Sharon Osbourne was presenting...and Kelly just came on stage randomly to join her at one point. Was actually very cool to see, and made my time there finally worthwhile!
The Charles Dickens show isn't ready yet, and we've had our final proper rehearsal. Curtain up on Tuesday. I'm really not worried though- part hypnotherapy/part indifference. The set and the costumes are so cool- that it really doesn't matter what we do!
There's a couple of hotties that have turned up in the past few days. Now that there are catering/costume/production staff- there's about 250 people involved. There's one on my profile called Annagret. I think you would quite like....but she has a boyfriend.She's really sweet, doesn't take any crap and German!
I think that's all I have to say for now. Phew.
Oh no...there's more....
I met Ben's girlfriend, Steph. She seems quite pretty actually and almost hot. But the other day, he left her in the house whilst he was at work and she kept hovering by my door to try and talk to me. She's just as equally annoying!
Enjoy your family time!
XXX
And that's me updated - i'll try not to leave it so long next time!
Well, I guess the big updates in my life are;
I won against the previous theatre company in our struggle. They finally forked out £1000 and all was settled.
I had a lovely dinner party for my birthday- a really nice group of people and a great chilled evening.
I'm in a production at the moment in the Shunt Vaults underneath London Bridge, and the money is fairly good. I'm glad i finally achieved my objective for the year which was to be in a production in a static London space. I cut it a little bit fine to the end of the year- but at least i got there in the end!
I have an audition at Mountview a week on Tuesday for their post-graduate course. I have to get a scholarship though for me to even consider going (as well as even getting a place in the first place!) I'm not incredibly hopeful but am weirdly not that nervous because...
i had hypnotherapy this week.It was quite a drastic, expensive measure but I think it's really helped me already. I contacted him initally to chat about performance anxiety, but having met me, he removed the word performance and thought i'm just an anxious person full-stop! It's only been two days but i'm feeling remarkbly more calm.
As for the last two weeks, Christian is in Hong Kong and i miss him so much. I just e-mailed him, and having taken out any of the personal bits about him, it provides a good update in my life;
okey dokey--
Well first of all, i miss you lots. Despite the fact you're thinking about abandoning me and never coming back. typical.
I'll answer your questions in order.
Elcock is gone. He text me about 5 days ago to say that he couldn't possibly commit to being in a relationship with the amount of work he has on at the mo. In a year's time it would be different. Can't we just be friends? It's not you- it's me etc etc etc Another one bites the dust.
I think I would have been distraught except it was the same day as my hypnotherapy and i couldn't really careless- so it has been fine.
I did get a bit silly though and go out and snog two guys. One of which, I went home with and had silly willy fun with on the sofa. He's a dancer, at Mountview. He also helps out with the auditions- should make things embarassing in a weeks time when i go to audition...
Lc, i'm afraid, is out of the picture too with the above information. Sorry, I fucked it up again!
Lydia I saw last night.She's really sweet. I think she's been having a really bad time of it recently and we had a chat about that in the pub. She's met this boy called Sam. He's a physiotherapist, 25, and seems really normal - and i think she's a little bit head over heels and it sounds like he is too! Lovely story- hope it sticks out.
Polish i've not seen. I've been changing my eating habits. No joke! I've cut out chocalate and caffine- so i've had no reason to go to the shop. I have been going to the lovely place next to Cheers though a lot and having their daily special. It's costing a fortune, but the amount I spent on Mars Bars/Klas probably balances it out.
G-A-Y was funny last night. I was only working until 11.15, but once i left Lydia- I sneaked in and saw the show (in the VIP bit!) for free. I realised how useful it was that i'm tight with the bouncers! It was a really cool show. As well as Girls Aloud, Westlife, Sugababes blah blah blah - people kept turning up. The coolest was Alisha Keys...and Sharon Osbourne was presenting...and Kelly just came on stage randomly to join her at one point. Was actually very cool to see, and made my time there finally worthwhile!
The Charles Dickens show isn't ready yet, and we've had our final proper rehearsal. Curtain up on Tuesday. I'm really not worried though- part hypnotherapy/part indifference. The set and the costumes are so cool- that it really doesn't matter what we do!
There's a couple of hotties that have turned up in the past few days. Now that there are catering/costume/production staff- there's about 250 people involved. There's one on my profile called Annagret. I think you would quite like....but she has a boyfriend.She's really sweet, doesn't take any crap and German!
I think that's all I have to say for now. Phew.
Oh no...there's more....
I met Ben's girlfriend, Steph. She seems quite pretty actually and almost hot. But the other day, he left her in the house whilst he was at work and she kept hovering by my door to try and talk to me. She's just as equally annoying!
Enjoy your family time!
XXX
And that's me updated - i'll try not to leave it so long next time!