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The Date.
Well. I don't know what to say really. I'm gutted and destroyed- and that's so ridiculous as I have only known him a week but i think old wounds of you-know-who were kinda ripped open by a feeling of rejection.
We went to dinner at Wagamama's. It was lovely. Fun conversation, even chatted to the people on the next table, and we had fun. I was aware all the time though that he just appeared nervous and worried. I know he suffers from anxiety, but all that aside- it was obvious there was no sexual chemistry.
And after the movie, I felt like he couldn't get away quick enough.
I'm only gutted because it's been the first date in years where i've really really really fancied the guy, and been interested in everything he's about etc - but it just seems it's not reciprocated. And so the cookie crumbles sometimes.
I think as far as he was concerned it was never a date. And it was a successful evening of two men, who happen to be gay, going out for dinner and enjoy each others company. On that level, it was fun. I just had much higher expectations.
Oh and James Bond, for the record, was awful. Shit, in fact. Really- just don't bother.
Well. I don't know what to say really. I'm gutted and destroyed- and that's so ridiculous as I have only known him a week but i think old wounds of you-know-who were kinda ripped open by a feeling of rejection.
We went to dinner at Wagamama's. It was lovely. Fun conversation, even chatted to the people on the next table, and we had fun. I was aware all the time though that he just appeared nervous and worried. I know he suffers from anxiety, but all that aside- it was obvious there was no sexual chemistry.
And after the movie, I felt like he couldn't get away quick enough.
I'm only gutted because it's been the first date in years where i've really really really fancied the guy, and been interested in everything he's about etc - but it just seems it's not reciprocated. And so the cookie crumbles sometimes.
I think as far as he was concerned it was never a date. And it was a successful evening of two men, who happen to be gay, going out for dinner and enjoy each others company. On that level, it was fun. I just had much higher expectations.
Oh and James Bond, for the record, was awful. Shit, in fact. Really- just don't bother.