heres a nice bit of pathetecism for you...
- just saw garden state +
- bored, home, alone, because everyone who ever called me their friend now hates me, and i deserve it. *
- waste of a friday night^^
+great movie which let helped me understand my own life in many ways. and made me realize how fucked my life is and how badly i need someone i love. but on the other hand made me feel really good in a way and it was really well done.
* due partly to my own ego, my lack of respect for friends feelings, jealousy, people leaving my life, and maybe SOME healthy choices. i have lost many people that i really or just thought i really cared about and appreciated. however to anyone (HAHAHA) reading this, i do have good friends who i have not lost. i feel dislodged.
^^for all those reasons and more tonight is a waste of an otherwise perfect friday night, i almost want to go to sleep so it will be over and i can spend 10 hours at work tomorrow washing dishes...
- bored, home, alone, because everyone who ever called me their friend now hates me, and i deserve it. *
- waste of a friday night^^
+great movie which let helped me understand my own life in many ways. and made me realize how fucked my life is and how badly i need someone i love. but on the other hand made me feel really good in a way and it was really well done.
* due partly to my own ego, my lack of respect for friends feelings, jealousy, people leaving my life, and maybe SOME healthy choices. i have lost many people that i really or just thought i really cared about and appreciated. however to anyone (HAHAHA) reading this, i do have good friends who i have not lost. i feel dislodged.
^^for all those reasons and more tonight is a waste of an otherwise perfect friday night, i almost want to go to sleep so it will be over and i can spend 10 hours at work tomorrow washing dishes...