Life and love, or lack there of
Ah another semester another step closer to leaving this place. Of course leaving is on step 50 and I'm on 25 so even thogh I move closer I am no where near the end. Lif ie life. I am as usual taking 18 hours and continuee to be on the deans list. I am not working as much in the office as I have almost used up all my hours for workstudy. In my love life, or lack there of, it is complicated. Kinda funny huh? But what does complicated mean? To me complicated means knowing that you do not know the end of a particular situation. I have a few people that I like but would I move on these like, no. Why? Well its kinda funny. One person I like is some one my rommate likes and its obvious she likes him back. As the saying goes, bros beore hoes. Even tho I really lie her. Its kinda funny. I've only ever felt this way about someone before and I am not talking about Megan from my earlier post. I have only had such feelings for someone who is so taken it is not funny. But she is somewhat happy so I am very happy for her. I still keep her in my heart but hey I know it will never happen. Oh well.... I also like another person just not as much as the first girl, although this girl is someone that I've known for the past three years and I have had periods I have been ready to ring her kneck but now I kinda ike her also. I wonder if she knows? She isn't a dimwit ora half with shes playing with a full deck and a few aces hidden in a special place. Hmm I wonder if anyone can ever tell that I like them? its not lik I try and keep it quiet. Eh who am I kidding, these two girls are so not into me it dosn't matter anyways. Hmm...I need to drum up some courage and ask one out. Doubt it happens...