Torment of The Soul

Sep 13, 2008 19:48

Look at you. Do you find satisfaction in the way you treat others. Your snide comments, your crude sense of humor. You play a real asshole when you are in the rooms with others. You'll insult everyone just to get people laughing, and strike at people when they insult back. Honestly, what sort of fool are you? Take a long moment and think, when was the last time you actually fulfilled something meaningful?

Ah, but look at you now, long has it been since you were such a bastard. What are you now? Still a bastard but one with a purpose. You stepped away from all the pettiness you had filled your life with. The lies, the cheating, the childness seemed to have stopped. You're helping people now, you care about people now. Yet, you do not show it, nor do you make it clear to others what you mean. You simply show off what they wish to see, your beautiful mask. The one in which you live day by day with, only momentarily taking it off when the situation calls for it.

However people are beginning to wonder about you. What are you hiding underneath that mask? Are you truly the asshole they think you are? Or are you just a complex person with so many ideals, so many beliefs and desires that feel so hopeless to you that you must hide them. Shield them from the world of prying eyes, and yet you do nothing in return to secretly gain any steps closer to what you want. What does that do to you? Does it drive you insane? Does it anger you? Or does it simply make you hollow?

Perhaps that mask needs to be shed off, allow the world to see you as you truly are. The lies you wear everyday in the benefit of yourself and others. To show you actually care only when in privacy. Why can't you be that way within a group? Within a public place? Instead of fleeing to a place to put your mask back on. Truly the world is complex all on its own, it does not need you to make it even more so then ever before.

Look at you. Even now you are contemplating on turning away and putting the mask back on. Be as you wish others to see you to be. Your a coward at heart, crying alone. You make false attachments with everyone around you, befriending them as the fake you, and not the real you. The better you. Yes, truly what is underneath is far better than what you have in view. So take off the mask, accept death's embrace, and be who you are for the first time in your life.

Bowwwww Chika OW OW! In the prospect of man, one can not see what is beneath the surface, one can only assume they know someone and only question themselves on whether they are right or not. The same is said for knowing thyself. The greatest accomplishment in life, is by the time of your death, you finally realize who you truly are.

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