Down
I feel so down right now and I don't know why. Just all of a sudden I felt, well, down. And right now, I don't feel like doing anything, just sleeping, but I have so much on my mind It just doesnt work. And of course no one is online at this time and theres nothing to do :( I am starting to regret some things said here and there and actions, I wish I could take back the last 2 days, start the week over. And maybe I wouldnt feel like this right now. This is like the weirdest mix of emotions that I hope all of my friends never have to feel. Its happyness and bliss mixed with hate and regret, mixed with the urge to escape for a while. I wanna have a drink or two to calm down, it always helps me sleep. But I won't... I promised. So iono, im just killing time by writing in here, but im done. Night...