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Um, wow im bored right now and i just feel like... blah. Last week was very um, not fun, lol. Monday was good, my first day at work as a blackbelt with the kids, was cool. Tuesday was a bad day, long story short, was on my way to my math midterm and my car got totalled on the freeway. I was the meat of a car sandwhich. So ya, got out of that with not too bad injuries, but it was a harsh reminder of how everything can end so quickly. So I have decided that I will do as much fun stuff as possible because life is just too short, but it's hard to wanna go have fun right now...
So my week has just been filled with docs, chiropracters, and taking it easy at work, that was my week, woohoo. Friday, was alright.... couldn't find anyone to either sell my death cab tics to or to take with me. And i felt bad about going but the show was good. Then sat, i overslept and felt really like shit... so then, you don't need all the details, but i felt like a jerk and just felt really bad both emotionally and physically, yeah again! Then that evening decided, "fuck it" and i just went to the spill canvas show. It was cool, saw alot of people I knew... I also talked to most of the people from the different bands alot, but mostly talked to Nick from Spill Canvas.
So then today... I've been thinking too much, yup, and thinking equals bad stuff... today is also a day to be yet another example of how most of my friends are flakes... but hey w/e, I can do just fine on my own I suppose. Just overall I feel like shit, I feel tired, my back keeps hurting, so does my neck, I feel like a Jerk, I feel neglected and I just feel... haha. I guess I really shouldn't complain, it's just been a bad week that I've tried to cover up with concerts but it didnt really work...