Why Bother
Im feeling like this too often lately... and if im gonna just keep feeling like this, why even bother, right? Theres sorta alot going on right now in my life, but nothing that I care to share with anyone right now. I always try to act so strong and act like things said and done don't bother me, but fuck, im human too. It fucking sucks, cause as soon as Im alone, its hell. I want to say enough of this, but its just who I am, ive tried changing it before, didnt last long. But im starting to break down...again... I can't keep doing this for much longer. If you really want to know what the fuck this is all about or care about me (yeah right! its just cause ur curious) then I guess IM me or call me. But if u call me or IM me to talk about ur fucking problems again, normally i dont mind, but right now, bad idea...