Apr 12, 2005 18:35
There are many things in my life that i have done that i have been pissed off or sad about. the thing that i regret most is occuring right now. i have TAKEN ADVANTAGE of what i have and it was the biggest mistake of my life. the person i care about most i am horible to and it isnt right. i love her more than anything and at times i dont show it. im sry. im not trying to make up for what i have done by saying any of this im just going to make a change. the way i am to peopel isnt right, im a jerk im mean and have litle respect for people that i should have more respect for than MYSELF. i want you to know that i am making this change because i dont see me without u. also because i am pushimg people away when there is no reason.