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have you ever wanted something really badly but you can't have it...well i've felt like that for 4 months and i still feel like that. and atti i don't see how what you said is going to help me at all but i'll try. i have so many things that i want to do...paris dinner and a movie aweek or two anything that helps me know that some of all the effort i've put into this has paid off. well do you guys know charles bukowski? his nickname was hank and he was a poet he wrote alot of stuff that wasn't very powereful but it had alot of power to individual peopl. there are some poems that he wrote that people didn't like he said oh well fuck you u i'll write another one maybe even more obscene. and this is why people loved him because he didn't give a shit and he didn't care what people thought he would do anything for poetry because that is what he loved. i think the most powerful poem hank wrote was two words long it said don't try. he put this on his grave stone. to me this means if you try to hard it's gonna fuck you over and so i think i'll have a change in my tactics so quote of the day is don't try and steven you have no knowledge of girls and you give up to easily. i would like everyone to know that steven has atleast made out with a girl and it was when she was drunk on new years eve, she probably doesn't remember it, either that or she doesn't want to. oh and feelings are the breaking of the shell which encloses our understanding meaning your feelings shatter the protection around your reason and your understanding of a situation.