Do You Suffer From Long Term Memory Loss?
I have no idea who I am anymore. There, I said it. No idea what I want out of life, and I'm tired of people asking me. Have no idea how I manage to stay so happy, but I do it. But seriously... the only thing I have to offer is friendship and sarcasm. At the end of the day, I have no idea how to satisfy my wants and needs, bc I have no idea what my wants and needs are. Does this make me the most fucked up individual on the planet? I try to be a good friend and put on a happy face, because I hate admitting that on the inside I am dead. My heart hasn't been there for a few years. My hopes and dreams never existed. I really hope that I find what I want when the moment comes, but until then... I guess I will remain lost.