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I set myself up for this...i really did. this was like waiting to get my heart broken into 8 million tiny pieces. its happening. lord this hurts so bad. thisis so stupid. it really is. m not even drunk anymore...and hes on the phone with her right now and they'e talking about me and shes all broken up about it cause of the ocversation me and rachel had with that stupid girl...and what the hell am i doing. honest to god. what the hell am i doing. im shooting myself in the foot. this has to stop immediately, or im gunna lose a really good friendship i think. k im gone.