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Ok so i have had like 4 hrs of sleep in the past 48 ive been awake or something like that. I really need to try this whole napping thing i think i'm the only college student here that doesnt nap. There is so much stuff going on in my head Krista got to hear it all already but in summation it boils down to being everyone (girls) friend thats a boy but not a boyfriend, or any other relationship term u want to use. I find it funny to listen to them complain about how they cant find a guy that makes them laugh or that is nice and stuff, when not a sentence b4 they told me that i made them smile and that i was nice. Just makes me wonder like dam am i that bad, or just that ugly or what. I met ur requirements and am always there for u but obviously that isnt enough. It just bothers me. I also recently feel like people are basically using my friendship b/c they know that they can take advantage of me being there for them and not saying no. This is mainly girls. They dont talk or want to eat or anything until at some odd hour of the morning they need to be comforted b/c their asshole b/f broke up with them. But yet still not good enough to even be considered more than a friend. It eventually gets to me and yes i guess friends is better than nothing just bothers me when they complain about guys and they are complaining to me. But there are my complaints for the time being. Besides the lack of sleep feeling sick from the lack of sleep and the other stuff going on in my head and failing an anatomy quiz this morning everything is ok, oh and any other friends that are friends here at school basically abandoned me this week.