It only gets tougher
Well, last night, I had set it up for my older brother to help me shoot my video. This was definitely not one I could do, alone, for certain reasons. Anyways, when just looking to have a nice online chat, I was devastated by something I heard. I fell to pieces, screaming and crying, making my whole family upset for me. I know this journal is meant for video-related things, but as this occurred immediately prior to the shoot, it plays a part in things. I have had another huge personal setback, making my life, including making this video, exponentially harder than it already was. I still need to do a ton of reading to finish an incomplete class, from this mess I'm in. Still, with about a half an hour's work, and the help of both my older brother, manning the camera, and my younger brother using my laptop as a makeshift teleprompter, based on a template in Photoshop my older brother gave me, we were able to get it done. This morning, I have begun the editing process, and am confident in getting it done, as this is the shortest piece I've done for school, thus far, and I can't go to far, as to leave some room for Alice. Still, it's all made harder by the extra unneccessary emotional baggage I keep getting thrown at me, but still I try. I guess we'll just wait and see how it comes out, in the end. Bye.