the withdrawal of love.

[zacharypoo]

For every positive thought i felt about myself last night, i have a negative one tonight to match it. Im so sick of everything. I think you care, but sometimes i forget how good you are at not showing it. Sometimes you do show it though, and i guess im thankful that when we have to be, we can be friends, but i wish it didnt have to be like this

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you know me better then that

[anonymous]

Zach, Im not a fake friend. You know you can always call me and talk about whatever you want. You know me better then to pretend that I care. I enjoyed talking to you tonight and even though it was about a bunch of nothing, it was the best conversation weve been able to hold in a long time. I know youre going through a difficult time right now and I dont know what to do. The best and only advice I can think of right now is to tell your dad that you want to go to therapy. I know you want to pull through this on your own just so you know how strong you can be, but trust me, if I could go back to this time last year, I wouldnt want to have pulled through it on my own. I want you to be able to find closure in us and I want your life to be on the right track again. College is supposed to be the best years of your life and youre not enjoying it. Please consider talking to your dad about therapy and get better, I want my friend back! I love you to death, you know you can always call me to talk whenever you want.
Its bedtime, its like 5:30
Oh, and I saw a shirt at Abercrombie that is SOOOO YOU!!! Im gonna buy it for you, you'll love it.
Love,
Lindsay
please excuse any spelling or grammatical errors in this message, I know theres a shit load of them but youll catch my drift im sure.

Re: you know me better then that

[zacharypoo]

its "THAN" dear...

hope all is well, miss you.

zachary