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i dont know whats gotten into my lately. Everytime i decide to change cd's in my truck, i always put in the one i made for you. It was almost this time last year, when whatever it is that started, started. The more i think about you the more i miss how everything was this time last year. At the time i didnt have a care in the world, everything was just so much more simple, or so it seems now. Granted at the time i would of sworn certain things about my life were extremely fucked up, but in hindsight nothing was near as horrible as i made it out to be. I can only hope the time will allow me to look back on this part of my life, and think the same thing.
I miss you. I never really realize just how much i miss you until i put that cd in, or stumble across the one i wrote to you. In any other instance two days is nothing, but for those two days everything was absolutely perfect. I had my car, i had money, but more importantly i had someone, atleast to the extent that i desired. Much like i desire now.
Things change just as often as people do. Even though i dont know if either statement applies to however it is we feel now, it does feel as if something has changed. Not that it wasnt expected, and necessary, but just the same.
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I feel terrific. Alex and i have been going to the driving range and hitting balls, and it feels good. For not having played in over a year, i feel like im hitting pretty well, but no ones cares. Tennis is back in full. Alex and i will have an advantage this summer, since we started so early. Speaking of summer, this summer is going to kick ass. I have three jobs already lined up, and im going to work my ass off. I'll probably buy a scooter, but other than that im going to work for the purpose of having money, and hopefully a lot of it. Then, after summer, when school starts again in August, Wes will be attending Ga Southern. I know the next year and a half will be the best of times, and hopefully the worst of times are behind me. Until a year from now when i realize that maybe, just maybe things werent quite as bad as i liked to believe they were.
here's to friendships that will never die. Ive got half a bouncy ball to prove it.
zachary
I miss you. I never really realize just how much i miss you until i put that cd in, or stumble across the one i wrote to you. In any other instance two days is nothing, but for those two days everything was absolutely perfect. I had my car, i had money, but more importantly i had someone, atleast to the extent that i desired. Much like i desire now.
Things change just as often as people do. Even though i dont know if either statement applies to however it is we feel now, it does feel as if something has changed. Not that it wasnt expected, and necessary, but just the same.
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I feel terrific. Alex and i have been going to the driving range and hitting balls, and it feels good. For not having played in over a year, i feel like im hitting pretty well, but no ones cares. Tennis is back in full. Alex and i will have an advantage this summer, since we started so early. Speaking of summer, this summer is going to kick ass. I have three jobs already lined up, and im going to work my ass off. I'll probably buy a scooter, but other than that im going to work for the purpose of having money, and hopefully a lot of it. Then, after summer, when school starts again in August, Wes will be attending Ga Southern. I know the next year and a half will be the best of times, and hopefully the worst of times are behind me. Until a year from now when i realize that maybe, just maybe things werent quite as bad as i liked to believe they were.
here's to friendships that will never die. Ive got half a bouncy ball to prove it.
zachary