Jan 25, 2005 02:42
("f" = fuck 't = it 'll = all) fuckin hell, seems to be my mindset at the moment. Feelin as if i'm bein screwed over, yet i'm not, not yet anyways. Lost another hat today, so i didnt goto track, cause runnin in below freezing temps. with out a hat isnt fun for my ears.... anyways back to the main point, i have a problem with trust right now, who to trust, and shit. After paige my level of trust in women has dropped significantly. And everything i hear about liz, joking or not, truth or lie, always makes me think. Thinkin i'm bein screwed over somehow, lol always out to get ya. But so far she hasnt done anything to make me truely believe anything so far. So for right now i think i'll have "faith" in liz that she isnt just fuckin with me and all u punks r.
Plan for tonight- go for a run, call liz, do homework. Maybe somethin else but i'm not sure yet.