The last day, my little brother called me and said "he(the boy that im teaching) is afraid of you"
what.the.fuck?
Do i loook like a monster or something? i cant believe what im hearing and heck, so that's the reason why he did not approached me that day. i was pissed that i merely said (in a mean voice) "Ah! I'm going to eat!", prepared the 'itlog na maalat' and ignored all of them. my little brother joked that im too scary. argh. i scared an eleven year old. he though im going to lock him in my room T_T i cringed inside because that sounded so pedophilic. i feel so.. so..
Orochimaru-ish. X_X
*face faults on the floor* i know i have some tendencies (so laugh at that, haha) but not THAT young, ugh. its fine to pair up kakashi and genin!sasuke but real life is different >.< and WTF am i going to do to that kid im my room but instruct him on voice modulation!! our exercises are too noisy and at least our voices are going to be muffled by the room. grr. im going to talk to him tomorrow. (and kill him, maybe)
And whose idiot would stain the glass of their scanner with coffee? *slaps forehead* Geeeeez, Zacch. Gomenasai, scanner *strokes my poor scanner*
I found this certain site (its japanese) when I started hunting oekaki boards. (like duh, its one of the top searches anyway) I browse around and loved it. I dont know if its masochism in my part but after a month of thinking, I registered there, in that japanese oekaki site. Gawd Im crazy. But at least I've got my own BBS now, buhahahah! I really spazzed out after a week of waiting for my account to be approved. Ma, at least I've been able to practice my nihongo XD . I would love to have a japanese friend to help me around with the boards, but meh *_* saan naman ako hahanap non, amphoooootek!? as if. But even with my poor japanese, im getting the hang of the site and slowly learning things as i stay there. There are lots of excellent artists and even though all i see are japanese artists, kanji's and LOTS of kanjis...(they use like... .09% english all time X_X) i still like it. i love staying at the site because its...refreshing. No excessive fanworship, attention whores, trolls, teenage drama, art wangst.. (it speaks of how im so immersed in the english-speaking art community that houses a majority of american teenagers. and no, i dont hate them. in fact, i have some american OL friends) the site is just a collection of people young and old, monstrously good or... kiddie level hobbyists that enjoys drawing, and the kids themselves. their 'theme of the day' things are amusing and funny too. and its frees me from pressure and worries like all the other art communities do, and just you know, enjoy drawing and love art. nowadays i needed that. especially im currently under some form of process. but dont misinterpret it as me leaving them (gaia, DA, conceptart and... no, i wont ever leave CGSoc) i just needed some space to breathe. to enjoy art like i used to. to be the artist that i wanted to be. to not conform on what the people want. what the society approves as the snazziest style up to date. or even what the art elitists wants (its ironic because sometimes i know better than them. what would happen if i majored art in history? LOL) i want to improve my way, not american way, european way, or even japanese way. its cool to be inspired of them but... i want to be myself. i think i've been catering too much on what other people want from me. But of course, I wont deny their influences on my art. They helped me a lot in improving.
As of yet, im not going to give the link because.. err because its still barren. (like one ugly work and a WIP) Though i'm currently thinking of making a site that houses my oekakis instead of linking to my personal BBS.
Layo-genic, HAHA!HAHA IM ADDICTED TO OEKAKI, JAAA!!! an oekaki play that took me 19 minutes(HUH? is that what you call speedpainting you slug king/queen????)Its Sephiroth, an art i intend to give to
beejang but i dont feel contented with it. i might make another one. *nods*
and oh, =,= i thought Yoshinoya is a chinese restaurant because everytime i see them, all i see are kanji characters. but one time i went to the mall and eat there, i glanced at the side and read their history. Tokyo. Rrright. absolutely NOT chinese. *.* And oh, i have a discount card *prances and waves the paper* who's going to come with me? c'mon, let's eat yakiniku and kani(crab)sio mai!
*chants*
if the advertisement that we are bidding on wins, my boss told me that im going to get a pretty bonus so...
*chants loudly*
we will win against indonesia.... we will win against indonesia.... *continues chanting*
edit:
*BBS-bulletin board, ahhm... some kind of community+forum.
Oekaki board-online drawing place, where you could also comment, like art+forum, something. its quite different from Deviantart. originated in japan.
kanji-chinese characters adapted by the japanese and infused to their writing system.