No Connection WTF, I feel so detached from the world

Oct 02, 2006 04:16

Are you wondering why I disappeared for almost a week?


OK, so this is what really happened.

If you dont know yet, there's a certain part in our contry that is been hit by a dreadful typhoon, and unfortunately, we're at the center of it. Wednesday morning the stupid rain started and the road is having a nice pool of water like for 3 inches already. The whole morning, my cousin spent his time moping our half-wet living room because the rain is hard and the wind is really harsh that they're getting inside the house. (I'm being lazy again that time so I did not help. And besided, I'm still worried on my bleeding nose to be concerned on things that will make me more sick than i am that time). The harsh, wet irritating event get on for a whole day. Trees fly all over. Some random billboards almost brain drivers at the road. As well as some poorly constructed apartments. Electric posts are not spared either. We've spotted some uprooted post on our way home like lying several meters away from its original place. And of course when those things go down, everything goes with it.

Thursday before lunch I was doing something at the computer when the brownout suddenly came. The only thing i can do that time is to angst over the blank monitor and hit the computer table with my fists. And to think I've got lots to do in digital that time. My mom picked up the phone, to call other people (probably wants to ask if they're also experiencing brownout) and asked me of why there was no dialtone. I checked and there really isn't any and of course, i cursed. There are even no signal on cellphones signals. No electricity means no computer. And no computer+phoneline=no internet. I feel so disconnected from the rest of the world, and to think I'm planning to go to the office that time. But I ended up being trapped within my own home. Sucks big time. I'm still patient because its noon when the blackout happened and I still have time to go to the office. But I waited and waited

and waited

and the stupid electicity never came. I practically groaned loudly "Give me the damn electricity! I needed to finish my work!!". I'm getting antsy that time because I needed to submit something on someone. So apparently, the loud winds and the annoyingly silent swithbox ignore me and I go downstairs to ignore everybody in retaliation and pace around and be angry to the world and drown myself with rage. And ack, I hate those people.

Here I am scowling to the world and walking back and forth in the living room and these people would start cracking corny jokes. Jokes so corny and so cheap that I have to deepen my glare and choke back some laughter that dares to escape my throat. They instead go out of my nose in a form of a snort+smile+smirk. I want to be annoyed at them but they made me smile in the end.

And at the back of my mind, a surly voice said "I'm supposed to be angsting at everything while I'm here smiling despite my glare"

Ugh.

Maybe that's the reason I didnt have any plans of moving out unless I'm married.

And after that stupid cracky joke, I'm not angry anymore. It's scary of how I'm easily entertained by my family members.

And let's deviate from the topic for a while

yukari_rin and fujiwara_san are evil. *pokes the both of you*

Now that I'm back, I'll get this chance to say this. Yes, I've decided. They're both evil. They've influenced me on that YonShiYon stuff and my mind is never the same again. *weeps for my lost soul*
And now I must draw a NaruSaku pron to salvage my mind. and to take some revenge as well

But the fic will be for later. Been writing it since the storm. Has nothing to do so I ended up writing the better part of the summary. Yes, its long. Its becoming more of a monster everyday.

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