Do I look like a freaking company?? || The Yamato-love post.
being too lazy to separate a multi-topic post (like 2 entirely different entry is posted in a single entry) is becoming a hobby of mine lately. but do i care? NO So obviously, my laziness overshadows my need for organizing things. Harhar.
So yeah; Do I look like a freaking company??
Because as far as I know I'm just a mere individual artist accepting freelance works.
I swear people keep asking me for work and such. Am I an outsourcing company? Do I look like some kind of client that has its pockets jingling in my every walk?
Am I your God? LOL
It's not that I'm irritated or being stingy but it disturbs me that people view of me as some kind of universal source or something. Somebody even called me on the phone, he's a friend of my mom's friend and asking if I know a job for a graphic artist or if i have a job offer and i go WHAT THE FREAKING FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!! So ok, why ask me while they could have look for other reliable sources like some job bank website or the classified ads, or any other things there. Yes, I do offer jobs whenever I like it, when the commissions are not just for one artist or usually when i needed help/assistance but i dont like people coming to me, looking for something. I try not to feel like it but its really, really annoying. I dont know how many batchmates of mine in my alma mater had asked if i know some jobs. crazy dudes.
seriously, mankind are too much relying on other people. (not generally) I'm much more of an independent person and always want to do things with less help as i can. and by the word reliant word came to mind the 'princess of the house'.
ow gawwwrrrd, the mere thought of my sister's more than often bitchy and stupid attitude annoys me. But before anything else, i just want to stress that this is only my view, and even though me and my brother shares the same opinion about my sister, its only us. most people find her 'charming', funny and sweet. but for the two of us, she's the most idiotic person that relies to others and does not know how to apply some common sense in her works and it annoys us (me and my brother) to no end. so somewhere along we have a spat on her being stupid on being snappy at us while we're only teaching her the right thing in her project. Then i told her off (with a scathing tone) that its not a nice attitude being snappish and all while you're just being taught the right thing. I added that do not ever sacrifice the accuracy of information for just the quality. me and my brother is really, really irritated on her that time. good thing we both dont like hitting girls and we normally dont hit each other (us siblings, i mean). but me and my brother is very hostile on each other when we were young. think of naruto and sasuke, with an added brawl at that like throwing solid lethal things on each other LOL. what's worse is that whenever she's like that she usually turns on that 'princessy mode' in front of us that makes us more furious. she's...urgh! irritating that i do not want to include the conversation that we had that time.
im emoing a while ago from some... not so good memories. let's just say that the day tomorrow held some significance for me *coughs*
*sighs in relief.
thankfully, my emoness had passed (after several hours) so im, hehe ok right now. Hmmn... but maybe if i'm not that over with it, i'll really draw that picture that is flashing in my brains right now that matches my emotions/mood. Hmmn.. i dunno... but perhaps yes, if i still have time. and yes, its an artwork, though i doubt that most of my f-list will like that because i know that the majority in here likes narusasu/sasunaru. but...
yes, quatre is right on saying that just when you thought that you have forgotten the thing and one day you'll be surprised and say 'whoa!' to yourself when you have realized that its still there.
So okay, I really, really needed to let this out... Oh naruto! How much you've grown!!! *squeals as macho as possible*
:|
(gags)
fuck, that's enough. but seriously, i really, really appreciated of how kishimoto-sensei had made naruto develop those arms and the growing nice and right curves at his abdomen. oh yeah... hontou ni, hontou ni naisu da. kukuku.
And oh, I passed by asuka kureru's journal the last time (exact date can't remember) but i do remember of what she've said that it almost seem that kakashi has a new boyfriend.
[So let's just pause for a minute to let me laugh for a while, from feeling a myriad of emotion and thoughts all rushing in.]
Hehe. Shweet, yeah. and have you seen that paying the ramen scene? that one is THE WIN!!!! man! its so cute. i would even prefer it to the no-foundation and very far from canon kakairu. Well, its easy to entertain the thought of 'gai owns kakashi's ass' because they are very close (how weird it may seem)to each known each other for like, forever. and gai's exuberance is a nice compliment on kakashi's laid back self. hehe.
so anyway, before you start reacting violently to my opinion, let me say first that i do not actually feel a very distinctive animosity towards kakairu. im... kinda bland towards them. i read some occassional fics that has some kakairu in it and most of the time im not bothered even if they are the 2nd main pairing of the story, as long as the story itself is entertaining. heck, sometimes i even like the story and that will spur me to read some random kaakiru oneshots. *shrugs*. i dont even care to wonder why there are lots of kakairu shippers. once, yes i did and i got the answer on the recommendation for chuunin scene. i blinked and said "that's all?" as far as i remember, kakashi and iruka does not have any connection with each other, before and after that scene. i think kakashi spends more time with gai than anybody else, except for yamato who is always with him supervising naruto in his training everyday.
and shoot me now if i dont agree that gai is the ultimate seme ever!
so let's go back to yamato. yeah, its really, really cute and heck, i dont even care who will be the uke or the seme. its fun shoving them both to each other because of the little intimate stuffs they have there (or rather, its just my.. er.. not-so-pure mind at the loose).
and yes naruto, continue being strong so you could whip that stubborn pretty boy in the ass and drag the same ass back to konoho to get *coughinsertnot-too-innocentmentalimagesherecough* it might even be more fun on the thought that sasuke is taller than him by at least 2 inches. Naruto would absolutely love the challenge.
*sighs* even though its not that obvious, im so into narusasusaku nowadays (yes, sakura would *never* be out of the picture)
And oh! good thing I remember this. I've been meaning to post this earlier but obviously, i've been busy with somethings to bother spending time with useless non-paying stuffs. *coughs
How do you know that you're mind is already corrupted? (yaoi-wise)
1. While walking, you see a handsome guy and you'll wonder; does he have a boyfriend?
2. That even in normal life, you're prone on thinking... yaoi stuffs in things that you saw.
3. Has a very sharp eye and senses are sharp in detecting yaoi/shounen-ai hints on two men/boys that is quite.. close. (oh buddy... is that your hand on his waist?)
4. Gets exited on those little hints that you saw. (omfg squee. *deadpan*)
5. Likes jokes around those things.
6. Suspects every good-looking guys you see on their possibility of being gay
7. Enjoys the gay jokes your guy officemates were doing to the core. (jokingly flirt with each other and.. such)
8. Thinks that everything and anything can be slashed with. (like... all anime shows?)
note: the list is going to be fixed if im in the saner part of the day so i could reach out my brain. Its freezing already (my brain) and want to sleep since its already 6am and i have to go the office hopefully before lunch.
hmm... my new office likes workaholic people but they say what im doing is too much abuse. *grins at kakyou* and here i think im a lazy person. well, time for everything, na. i get addicted to work when i have lots of work and work like crazy to beat dealines but after all the work, well the most sweetest thing about it is that's when you slack around and be lazy... ah, i wanted that as soon as possible. i might as well finish this...lots of drawings im going to do *wince*