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[zaber324]

ok i havent updated in a really long time but while i was cleaning out my notebooks from school i found a poem that i had written a while back and i need to put it here so that i wont lose it again u can comment about it if u like but it does not matter. i wrote this right after April vacation when i got this horrible feeling of being the fifth wheeel in my group of friends but sdont worry i dont feel that way anymore :)so here it is.



Slowly minds toil
while he can not foil
the feeeling of dread
that grows in every thread

his being slowly falling
losing touch with his muses
his loss is growing
while he no longer fuses

ideas in his mind fading away
falling deeper into despair
as he fades away
while they pair

as the pain burrows deep
his anger it ignites
however the rumble to himself he keep
fro he knows not how many nights

falling into blackness
the the ending drawing nearer
there will be no brightness
no slowing the fall, darker

the inky void
pulling him apart
unable to avoid
the inevitable depart

the fallen one can not reside
within the deep he cannot fly
so he must deside
will he remove his wings and never fly

like a furnace his anger melts
the golden lines of love in his heart
replaced by onyx lines of fear
the onyx weak, breaks apart

a single light in the dark
blinding in beauty it ignites
a path to the light from the dark
the light is far, the path is hard

he will be free to fly again
the light shows the way
he must rise to begin
the threads of fear begin to fray

he sees the light it draws him near
it warms his heart and reminds him of of love
it will not however dispell the fear
it lingers like a cold

he will be fine but he damage is done
the pain will stay, he cant be whole
he will be good but he will be gone
goodbye I will not forget, I will not fall in that hole.