For once, I feel I am not beind judged and I have real friends
Hmm, so decided I should get back into this.
So much has happened that I don’t know if I have the time or space to write it all down. I'll just go with what has happened lately.
Over winter break I went on a cruise with Sam. Best ever of my life. It was awesome enough going with my best friend, but I met the most amazing people there. I figured I would meet a few new friends there, but these people have become family to me. This sounds insane, I know. All I get is criticism as to how I could possibly become that close with people I’ve known for four days. But we just clicked with these guys. The first few days we didn’t make any friends because we looked bitchy , stuck-up , and snobby . Now this doesn’t bother me all too much because those girls who said that didn’t know Sam or me, and they were also the biggest 14 year old-saying they were 17-drunk sluts of my life. And all the guys talked to us anyways. Then we finally met Chris, Mike, and Dave. I will describe these incredible men. So Dave, the kid lives in Westchester. Which is cool, cause its not too far. We can do city trips, or if I ever visit my dads girlfriends house then he is only a half an hour away One word for him, BALLIN' Which makes no sense to anyone but us. But I love the kid, you should have seen him. He tried singing to Sam and me for us to forgive him. Best Backstreet Boy imitation that I know, maybe even better then the boys them selves. So Mike. He is Chris' little brother. He is 13, and the ONLY 13 year old I will admit to being best friends with. He is way more mature though. He is honestly the little brother I never had. He really is so cute, always looking up to his big brother. He is a hopeless romantic, cant understand spanish and LOVES his drum set. This sounds all so random, but its him. he as cool accent and gave Sam and me chocolate for our gifts. Which to us, was huge. And finally, Chris. Chris is defiantly the perfect guy. I don’t mean this in the way that I like him, cause I don’t. But he is one of those guys who is polite, but an honest polite not forced. He is obsessed with cars and filming. He was always very open and very funny. The guy is always singing songs to us. Gotta love it. He is the kinda guy where he calls from Florida on a Californian phone just to talk. And can talk on the phone for hours on end. With my luck, two of my best friends (Chris and Mike) live 3,000 miles away in Cali. I didn’t get into too much details with these guys, Id get upset if I really went into it. But I can honestly say I’ve become best friends with them. I am closer to them then any of my friends back at home, aside from Sam. It just sucks we don’t get to see them. We have been talking to them everyday online and texting. Phone conversations once in a while, but those are expensive. We are making packages for each other, they sent theirs today.. :D But, lately I feel us drifting. I want to cry because it’s the 3rd worst feeling ever. ( 1st: the sound of their cabin door slowly closing, 2AM the last night of the cruise. 2nd: watching them walk away for the last time, and truly knowing they were gone.) We were supposed to visit them during Feb break, but it couldn’t work out. So we are trying to go over the summer. I know this drifting thing was gonna have to happen sooner or later but I didn’t want to admit to it, and some part of me really thought it wouldn’t happen. So since I’ve been back its hard because I’ve ended up comparing all my friends to them. Im not doing this intentionally, its just happening. Because before the cruise my friends have been bugging me for reasons I don’t want to get into and then I met the most amazing people on the cruise. So its really difficult. Its causing major sadness to not see these guys. I don’t know what to do. So other stuff is happening too, school and volleyball and stuff. But I don’t have time to get into that. Peace img alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting" border="0" src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v513/brittkicksass/CRUISE%2006/umm.jpg" />Me and Sam
The towels we stole everyday.. and spilt all over the hall.
..this was our room on a good day.
at out favorite spot, the Crown & Anchor Lounge
"the eat club"
my boys Chris & Mike
The muskrat
"Puppy Dog Pout"
BALLIN!
Sam and (the first) Chris
"Innocent look"
The Observatory
Best Action Shot '06
Chris Sam and me
Sam little Mike and me
Deck 7!
The thizzle dance
Sam's birthday cake
Alrighhhtttttt.
So much has happened that I don’t know if I have the time or space to write it all down. I'll just go with what has happened lately.
Over winter break I went on a cruise with Sam. Best ever of my life. It was awesome enough going with my best friend, but I met the most amazing people there. I figured I would meet a few new friends there, but these people have become family to me. This sounds insane, I know. All I get is criticism as to how I could possibly become that close with people I’ve known for four days. But we just clicked with these guys. The first few days we didn’t make any friends because we looked bitchy , stuck-up , and snobby . Now this doesn’t bother me all too much because those girls who said that didn’t know Sam or me, and they were also the biggest 14 year old-saying they were 17-drunk sluts of my life. And all the guys talked to us anyways. Then we finally met Chris, Mike, and Dave. I will describe these incredible men. So Dave, the kid lives in Westchester. Which is cool, cause its not too far. We can do city trips, or if I ever visit my dads girlfriends house then he is only a half an hour away One word for him, BALLIN' Which makes no sense to anyone but us. But I love the kid, you should have seen him. He tried singing to Sam and me for us to forgive him. Best Backstreet Boy imitation that I know, maybe even better then the boys them selves. So Mike. He is Chris' little brother. He is 13, and the ONLY 13 year old I will admit to being best friends with. He is way more mature though. He is honestly the little brother I never had. He really is so cute, always looking up to his big brother. He is a hopeless romantic, cant understand spanish and LOVES his drum set. This sounds all so random, but its him. he as cool accent and gave Sam and me chocolate for our gifts. Which to us, was huge. And finally, Chris. Chris is defiantly the perfect guy. I don’t mean this in the way that I like him, cause I don’t. But he is one of those guys who is polite, but an honest polite not forced. He is obsessed with cars and filming. He was always very open and very funny. The guy is always singing songs to us. Gotta love it. He is the kinda guy where he calls from Florida on a Californian phone just to talk. And can talk on the phone for hours on end. With my luck, two of my best friends (Chris and Mike) live 3,000 miles away in Cali. I didn’t get into too much details with these guys, Id get upset if I really went into it. But I can honestly say I’ve become best friends with them. I am closer to them then any of my friends back at home, aside from Sam. It just sucks we don’t get to see them. We have been talking to them everyday online and texting. Phone conversations once in a while, but those are expensive. We are making packages for each other, they sent theirs today.. :D But, lately I feel us drifting. I want to cry because it’s the 3rd worst feeling ever. ( 1st: the sound of their cabin door slowly closing, 2AM the last night of the cruise. 2nd: watching them walk away for the last time, and truly knowing they were gone.) We were supposed to visit them during Feb break, but it couldn’t work out. So we are trying to go over the summer. I know this drifting thing was gonna have to happen sooner or later but I didn’t want to admit to it, and some part of me really thought it wouldn’t happen. So since I’ve been back its hard because I’ve ended up comparing all my friends to them. Im not doing this intentionally, its just happening. Because before the cruise my friends have been bugging me for reasons I don’t want to get into and then I met the most amazing people on the cruise. So its really difficult. Its causing major sadness to not see these guys. I don’t know what to do. So other stuff is happening too, school and volleyball and stuff. But I don’t have time to get into that. Peace img alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting" border="0" src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v513/brittkicksass/CRUISE%2006/umm.jpg" />Me and Sam
The towels we stole everyday.. and spilt all over the hall.
..this was our room on a good day.
at out favorite spot, the Crown & Anchor Lounge
"the eat club"
my boys Chris & Mike
The muskrat
"Puppy Dog Pout"
BALLIN!
Sam and (the first) Chris
"Innocent look"
The Observatory
Best Action Shot '06
Chris Sam and me
Sam little Mike and me
Deck 7!
The thizzle dance
Sam's birthday cake
Alrighhhtttttt.