Oct 20, 2004 11:06
last week was a little worse then hell.
my mom was constantly bitching at me for
things i had no control over. she was so
stressed out cause of the break-in, my
cat being sick which is no big deal, &
her class being "bad". um sorry mom, i
cant help that. she flipped out on me
for the stupidest reasons. &i like
cried my eyes out. things have gotten
better since last week though. shes
being nice again. which is good.
this weekend was pretty good. the beginning
of it was pretty beat but it got better.
on friday, kate came over &she looked at
the psat's packet while i pretended to.
then we walked over to justin's house where
amanda & kyle were. we played with legos.
i had to go home at 10 since my mom was hating
me that week so kate walked me home.
on saturday i had to take the psat's. i
didn't think they were that bad. after
that, kate, sara, kyle, justin, ryan(!) &
i went to friendly's. im not mean like kate
&forgot ryan, haha. then i went home &
cleaned my room. saturday night was beat
cause everyone was either busy or didnt have
a ride. i got invited to a party but i wasnt
about to go without kate or sara. so i was a
bum for the night. kate called me while she
was babysitting &we talked for awhile. then
when she was done, she came over at like 12.
we basically fell asleep right away.
on sunday, we woke up &went to church. kate
got nervous, lmao. after church we went to
franklin mills in search of homecoming dresses.
of course we didn't find any. then we went to
moorsetown mall &we bought some stuff in
american eagle instead. she bought really
cute gray pants that she is going to let me
borrow cause she loves me &shes my best friend.
then kate had to go work. so my mom &i dropped
her off &went over to cherry hill mall. i got
new shoes. &we found the homecoming dress i
really wanted but they didnt have my size, so
we evenutally got the dress at echoloen mall
yesterday. after kate was done work she got
dropped off at my house &we went to friendly's
for dinner. by the way, we like live there, haha.
then after dinner we went to mike's, kyle's, &
bradon's game. kate &i got really into it. &i
had some stupid questions, lmao. then we bummed a
ride home with kyle. &kate came back to my house
& we eat our ice cream left over from friendly's.
she tried on my 8th dance dress to see if she liked
&if she wanted to wear it to homecoming. she
looked really pretty in it. i really hope she
decides to go to homecoming cause it wont be as
much fun without her. :(
i think another reason why last week was hell is
because i'm really lonely, i want some to cuddle
with. thats all. i really just want to get my mind
off everything. i need to get over some things but
i can't cause i keep thinking about it. how it
could had been different. i need a way to forget about
eveything, even if its just temporary.
<3zoog