~Good-bye~
If I died tomorrow what would you remember of me?
If I died tomorrow what would happen with you?
If I died tomorrow what would it mean to you?
If I died tomorrow what would it really tell too you?
If I died tomorrow would it really matter too you?
Moments are endless within my eyes.
I see the visions of my life.
I hold the hearts of problems of past so close to my heart.
Friendships made and friendship that have departed.
A journey that continues through the shade of darkness.
I lived a life up to a mid life in this life line of time and never endless change.
I've seen some friends that have come and gone but those memories will always live on.
My life has changed in so many dramatic ways.
With all the the pain in side my heart its hard to speak up within my vocal cords my voice is scilenced to a mute.
All the things I once believed in have now changed a point of view to a never endless state of mind.
I have no clue where I'm going every day and out of every night are these feelings I hold within.
Harsh and crule a world becomes cold and alone are all the feelings that are within this numb lifeless body.
There was so much I wanted to do but so far and never with a certain chance can I see a dream within my mind come true.
Some people have a good state of mind.
They have a brust of willing and want to grab the things they want.
In life this is true.....some times few people can't grasp a concept thats staring them right in the eye.
Its simpler said than actually done.
My motivation my passion isn't here in me.
Any more in me I feel it is worthless the life I lead.
I stop and think what is the point?
If I died tomorrow I would of no control.
If I died tonight I would have a choice.
How is it we contemplate a choice of life or death.
Death maybe not an anwser.
Death maybe a easy way out.
How come this life makes you feel these ways.
What is a potenal in me to create a willing to keep a faith when no faith is present?
Simple question to unanswered questions.
If I died tomorrow the truth would be my own doing.....
I've tried my hardest but a person I am inside is bleeding and dieing I've died along time ago.
I feel so numb every day.
Where is a worth within a grace that seems to exist in others hearts?
When a feeling of distance of everything feels ever so close?
I want to love.
I want to be loved.
I fear though a simple dream as this will never exist.
I know I'm still young but a distant feeling and a strong state of mind is so crush.
Can you understand?
I'm not sure......
Maybe I word things odd....
Maybe sometimes I don't make sence.
I'm Brian thats just who I am.
I try but maybe I don't try hard enough.
I speak my mind through out my writing a passion that only exist in a thrill of actually speaking in away where vocaly its never there.
I'm quiet sometimes.
But get to know me for once.
Maybe than you'd know me.
Sometimes though.
I want to not wake up in the morning as scary as it sounds.
Maybe than I would have to be or appear sad most of the time.
My path I'm waking down this time is so lonley.
My heart is sick.
My mind is numb.
My soul is sadend.
If I died tomorrow.......
A death it would be.
A soul that may finally rest.
If I died tomorrow.....what would you do?
Help..............me........please hear me................
If I died tomorrow what would happen with you?
If I died tomorrow what would it mean to you?
If I died tomorrow what would it really tell too you?
If I died tomorrow would it really matter too you?
Moments are endless within my eyes.
I see the visions of my life.
I hold the hearts of problems of past so close to my heart.
Friendships made and friendship that have departed.
A journey that continues through the shade of darkness.
I lived a life up to a mid life in this life line of time and never endless change.
I've seen some friends that have come and gone but those memories will always live on.
My life has changed in so many dramatic ways.
With all the the pain in side my heart its hard to speak up within my vocal cords my voice is scilenced to a mute.
All the things I once believed in have now changed a point of view to a never endless state of mind.
I have no clue where I'm going every day and out of every night are these feelings I hold within.
Harsh and crule a world becomes cold and alone are all the feelings that are within this numb lifeless body.
There was so much I wanted to do but so far and never with a certain chance can I see a dream within my mind come true.
Some people have a good state of mind.
They have a brust of willing and want to grab the things they want.
In life this is true.....some times few people can't grasp a concept thats staring them right in the eye.
Its simpler said than actually done.
My motivation my passion isn't here in me.
Any more in me I feel it is worthless the life I lead.
I stop and think what is the point?
If I died tomorrow I would of no control.
If I died tonight I would have a choice.
How is it we contemplate a choice of life or death.
Death maybe not an anwser.
Death maybe a easy way out.
How come this life makes you feel these ways.
What is a potenal in me to create a willing to keep a faith when no faith is present?
Simple question to unanswered questions.
If I died tomorrow the truth would be my own doing.....
I've tried my hardest but a person I am inside is bleeding and dieing I've died along time ago.
I feel so numb every day.
Where is a worth within a grace that seems to exist in others hearts?
When a feeling of distance of everything feels ever so close?
I want to love.
I want to be loved.
I fear though a simple dream as this will never exist.
I know I'm still young but a distant feeling and a strong state of mind is so crush.
Can you understand?
I'm not sure......
Maybe I word things odd....
Maybe sometimes I don't make sence.
I'm Brian thats just who I am.
I try but maybe I don't try hard enough.
I speak my mind through out my writing a passion that only exist in a thrill of actually speaking in away where vocaly its never there.
I'm quiet sometimes.
But get to know me for once.
Maybe than you'd know me.
Sometimes though.
I want to not wake up in the morning as scary as it sounds.
Maybe than I would have to be or appear sad most of the time.
My path I'm waking down this time is so lonley.
My heart is sick.
My mind is numb.
My soul is sadend.
If I died tomorrow.......
A death it would be.
A soul that may finally rest.
If I died tomorrow.....what would you do?
Help..............me........please hear me................