Fuck The Critics Of My Life
so it's been a while since i've been able to post. I don't have a phone nor an internet connection at my place yet. I heart my new apartment. It's lovely and jason is absotuley fantastic and so are the people that have been stopping by lately. It's a good place for me to be.
and to all of my critics out there that are telling me i'm lazy and will never do good for myself, i would like to give you a giant FUCK YOU. every single one of you is still living with your parents. every single one of you is stuck in an unappreciative bullshit entry level job. NONE of you have ever been out on your own. well guess what. i'm DOING it. and i get alot of satisfaction out of telling you that you were wrong, you ARE wrong, and you always WILL be wrong. I am doing good by ME and that is all that matters.
As far as my music goes, i'm doing wonderfully. My mind has opened up to a whole new level and it is amazing. With this new clarity comes the ability to make amazing music... my knowledge and skills of the frets have grown as well, making my music that much more interesting. My voice has also improved greatly. apparently if you sing your ass off every day, you get a little better every day... and that's wonderful. It makes me most happy that a certain boy involved with "the scene," as i so hatefully call it, told me that my stuff is really good... and meant it. it's different when your friends tell you that they like the tunes you play because, even though they're SUPPOSED to tell you when you suck, alot of times they don't. this particular boy had no reason to bullshit me and it makes me happy that someone else enjoyed it. So thank you boy. Thank you for being genuine, even if it meant that you had to tell me how much my electric sucks ass.
oh yeah, i also bought an acoustic finally. It's a beautiful dark blue ibenez that sounds fabulously amazing.
Life is fabulous right now. a few things have happened over the past few weeks that haven't made everything exactly perfect, but those things are few and the wonderful things are many. Over all, i would just like to say sorry to the people i have not had a chance to get ahold of yet... and a huge FUCKING THANKS to all the people that have been here for me and helped me out with this transition into the next chapter of my life.
with that, here's a few lyrics.
One solitary wish pierces the sky
and all she really wants is not to be alone tonight
did you ever ask her why she feels this way
sometimes it's just so hard to make it through the day
come with me
i would catch you if you fell and
i would follow you through hell
we could dance naked in the rain
i could erase all of your pain
when everything comes crashing down
i'll be the one who comes around
i don't want you to forget
just to remember me instead
at night she sees her starlit dreams
passing her life by faster than it used to seem
where did all the love she knew run to this night
and why can't she bring herself to just give up this fight
come with me
i would catch you if you fell and
i would follow you through hell
we could dance naked in the rain
i could erase all of your pain
when everything comes crashing down
i'll be the one who comes around
i don't want you to forget
just to remember me instead
have faith
less than three
Z
and to all of my critics out there that are telling me i'm lazy and will never do good for myself, i would like to give you a giant FUCK YOU. every single one of you is still living with your parents. every single one of you is stuck in an unappreciative bullshit entry level job. NONE of you have ever been out on your own. well guess what. i'm DOING it. and i get alot of satisfaction out of telling you that you were wrong, you ARE wrong, and you always WILL be wrong. I am doing good by ME and that is all that matters.
As far as my music goes, i'm doing wonderfully. My mind has opened up to a whole new level and it is amazing. With this new clarity comes the ability to make amazing music... my knowledge and skills of the frets have grown as well, making my music that much more interesting. My voice has also improved greatly. apparently if you sing your ass off every day, you get a little better every day... and that's wonderful. It makes me most happy that a certain boy involved with "the scene," as i so hatefully call it, told me that my stuff is really good... and meant it. it's different when your friends tell you that they like the tunes you play because, even though they're SUPPOSED to tell you when you suck, alot of times they don't. this particular boy had no reason to bullshit me and it makes me happy that someone else enjoyed it. So thank you boy. Thank you for being genuine, even if it meant that you had to tell me how much my electric sucks ass.
oh yeah, i also bought an acoustic finally. It's a beautiful dark blue ibenez that sounds fabulously amazing.
Life is fabulous right now. a few things have happened over the past few weeks that haven't made everything exactly perfect, but those things are few and the wonderful things are many. Over all, i would just like to say sorry to the people i have not had a chance to get ahold of yet... and a huge FUCKING THANKS to all the people that have been here for me and helped me out with this transition into the next chapter of my life.
with that, here's a few lyrics.
One solitary wish pierces the sky
and all she really wants is not to be alone tonight
did you ever ask her why she feels this way
sometimes it's just so hard to make it through the day
come with me
i would catch you if you fell and
i would follow you through hell
we could dance naked in the rain
i could erase all of your pain
when everything comes crashing down
i'll be the one who comes around
i don't want you to forget
just to remember me instead
at night she sees her starlit dreams
passing her life by faster than it used to seem
where did all the love she knew run to this night
and why can't she bring herself to just give up this fight
come with me
i would catch you if you fell and
i would follow you through hell
we could dance naked in the rain
i could erase all of your pain
when everything comes crashing down
i'll be the one who comes around
i don't want you to forget
just to remember me instead
have faith
less than three
Z