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[z_o_e]

i'm going to portland tomorrow, and rob is going to dallas tomorrow. i'm... like... kind of a wreck about it. i don't really want to go, i'm not excited. rob is the complete opposite and cant wait. i guess i'm upset because i'm afraid i'm going to miss him more than he's going to miss me. i feel like... things have been a little uncertain

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[yumeusagi]

remember dear
there is a you, a me, and a we
for things to be good and healthy you must have all
dont sacrafice yourself to the we

"suffocation"
if things are not going well together
the last thing that makes sense is to spend more time together

[outintospace]

I need to get out of Bellevue for a weekend. I need to be in Dallas for Brian, on his birthday, after finding out his wife cheated on him. I need to see my kitties and make sure they still love me. So yeah, I am looking forward to this trip, but that doesn't mean I'm not going to miss you. I just don't want to think about us being apart, instead choosing to focus on my trip. It's not constructive for me to be sad and depressed about spending a weekend away from you.

[z_o_e]

I know. I agree. I was overreacting. I feel better now. I love you!!! Have fun, I will too. Tell Mandy and JL I said hi. And of course, give Pepipopi lots of love for me, and tell her she's a very pretty cat. :) xoxoxoxx

[outintospace]

Pepi misses you lots!

[z_o_e]

PS. We need to have lots of sex when I get home, because we haven't had enough of it lately. ;)