I miss you.
How can you go 13 months totally neglecting intimacy with your partner, having your partner point it out to you and then continue to ignore it? Is it really all that surprising that I stopped doing things for you? Is it surprising that I stopped writing about you? Is it surprising that I stay up too late? Is it surprising that I spend most nights burried in a video game? All I ever wanted you to do was recognize how important this is and to make an effort. I have done everything you've asked of me, to the best of my ability, I do actually put effort into it and it fucking hurts every single night when I am alone with my thoughts. I don't beleive you haven't noticed how hurt I am, I can't talk to anyone about this, I can't go to my friends, I have no one to talk to, I am alone in this. I'm becomming cynical and resentful... I miss us... I miss you.