Aaaaargh.
Have a job interview on Tuesday with L'Occitane. Like most potential employers tend to do, they call me when I'm still sleeping. I put the numbers of all my potential employers in my phone though, so when they eventually do call early in the morning, I have a slight warning to compose myself and clear my throat of morning muck. Really hoping I get the job.
It's getting harder and harder to cope day to day without Angelo. A lot of mixed feelings inside these days. I think only time will tell where things will lead. I've been having a lot of dreams lately about future possibilities for our relationship. They've made me emotional and make my defenses against letting the needy through wane.
I really want to get out of Canada again. Get out of Canada and start a nice, semi-fresh life somewhere else. Maybe in Florida. Or something. But speaking of getting out, a friend of mine that I've known for a small while is moving downtown and is looking for a roommate. I am so absolutely tempted.
And that is all.
It's getting harder and harder to cope day to day without Angelo. A lot of mixed feelings inside these days. I think only time will tell where things will lead. I've been having a lot of dreams lately about future possibilities for our relationship. They've made me emotional and make my defenses against letting the needy through wane.
I really want to get out of Canada again. Get out of Canada and start a nice, semi-fresh life somewhere else. Maybe in Florida. Or something. But speaking of getting out, a friend of mine that I've known for a small while is moving downtown and is looking for a roommate. I am so absolutely tempted.
And that is all.