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hey all. yeah. life is really shitty right now. matts having a rough time, and so am i. im not going to get into it though. it would all be solved though if maya lived in the same state as me. i really miss her. and im not going to be able to see her at thanksgiving. i really dont know if she wants to wait until summer. its almost a year. i mean, i was supposed to see her last summer, and i couldnt, and then i cant go to NY at thanksgiving. hey all. fuck. somethin just happened and matt is in really bad shape. you all need to read his livejournal if he writes about it, but i wont say what he did because its not my place to say it. he has helped me through the roughest times ive seen and i would probly have done something stupid after becca had broke up with me. now its my turn to help him out, and every fucking one of you needs to too. he's to good of a person for the shit that happens in this world. fuck my problems. he is my best friend. and im his. and we'le get through it together. i have to go now. i love you maya. i'll call you tonight.