I just can't stop these feelings
So for the last few days I've been emotionally freaking out but I think I know why.... Since Christmas eve I've been cleaning up other peoples puke and cleaning my house. I've been dealing with people I don't really like and who are very disrespectful and I'm tired of it yesterday I said something to Dustin about it.
See cleaning up the puke on Christmas Eve wasn't so bad it was Shawnee and he was really sick so instead of staying home like most people would have done we left at like 7 am or some crap to drive 2 hours to the cabin where shawnee touched the deasel drip heat got a second degree burn and then threw up some more the good part was Christmas day he was fine.
Now the part that pissed me off Dustin's friend Zeke came over which I didn't mind EXCEPT he was here for like 3 or 4 DAYS (I don't like people in my house for over 2 days unless I really like them) he's the same age as Dustin still lives at home with his mom only had one job that lasted like maybe a month and he really Doesn't know how to clean up after himself the first day he was here I had to pick up pop cans and dishes around the couch the second day new years eve he drank WAY to much and threw up all over my kitchen then tried to tell me to shut up when I asked him nicely to go back to the bathroom and stop puking in my kitchen. While he was puking he knocked over a bunch of open soda's so at that point I got Pissed and I told him to get the FUCK outta my kitchen once again he looks at me tells me to shush. I looked at Dustin's friend Charlie told him to drag Zeke back to the bathroom before I threw him out side. It took 3 people to get him back to the bath room and they put him in the bath tub. And then New Years Day rolls around the kids still passed out in the bath tub, Dustin went to work, and Charlie got up and helped watch Shawnee while I cleaned up the puke and soda in the kitchen. After I was done there I told Zeke to get up and get out of my bathroom because people needed in there. Some how he got soaked head to toe so he spent his time wrapped in a towle while I washed his cloths and the towels I cleaned his mess up with then yesterday I asked him if he'd clean the chuncks that belonged to him outta my washer he fucking ignored me! And then when him and Dustin left for amtgaurd I cleaned up more cans and dishes around the couch.But this is the part that got to me the most he was passed out and puking in my bathtub little did I know he didn't rinse out the tub AND knocked ALL of Shawnee's bath toys into the tub.So I went to give Shawnee a bath last night and shit hit the fan and if Zeke would have been here I would have thrown his lazy ass in the bathtub and told him to scrub it until it sparkled!
Dustin said that he's going to talk to Zeke because I told Dustin that if his friend can't start cleaning up after himself he can't come over... I already take care of one kid I don't need to clean up after his friends too! I honestly think that I could be payed for what I had to go threw on New years. No one brought their own booze they all brought weed but drank what little booze we had. And Now I feel bad because I think of all the parties I've been to and haven't pitched in for. :(
But yeah I'd emotionally retartad right now. Like I've been so stressed that I've been getting physicly ill...
Ugh need more coffee.. Sorry guys needed a good rant.
See cleaning up the puke on Christmas Eve wasn't so bad it was Shawnee and he was really sick so instead of staying home like most people would have done we left at like 7 am or some crap to drive 2 hours to the cabin where shawnee touched the deasel drip heat got a second degree burn and then threw up some more the good part was Christmas day he was fine.
Now the part that pissed me off Dustin's friend Zeke came over which I didn't mind EXCEPT he was here for like 3 or 4 DAYS (I don't like people in my house for over 2 days unless I really like them) he's the same age as Dustin still lives at home with his mom only had one job that lasted like maybe a month and he really Doesn't know how to clean up after himself the first day he was here I had to pick up pop cans and dishes around the couch the second day new years eve he drank WAY to much and threw up all over my kitchen then tried to tell me to shut up when I asked him nicely to go back to the bathroom and stop puking in my kitchen. While he was puking he knocked over a bunch of open soda's so at that point I got Pissed and I told him to get the FUCK outta my kitchen once again he looks at me tells me to shush. I looked at Dustin's friend Charlie told him to drag Zeke back to the bathroom before I threw him out side. It took 3 people to get him back to the bath room and they put him in the bath tub. And then New Years Day rolls around the kids still passed out in the bath tub, Dustin went to work, and Charlie got up and helped watch Shawnee while I cleaned up the puke and soda in the kitchen. After I was done there I told Zeke to get up and get out of my bathroom because people needed in there. Some how he got soaked head to toe so he spent his time wrapped in a towle while I washed his cloths and the towels I cleaned his mess up with then yesterday I asked him if he'd clean the chuncks that belonged to him outta my washer he fucking ignored me! And then when him and Dustin left for amtgaurd I cleaned up more cans and dishes around the couch.But this is the part that got to me the most he was passed out and puking in my bathtub little did I know he didn't rinse out the tub AND knocked ALL of Shawnee's bath toys into the tub.So I went to give Shawnee a bath last night and shit hit the fan and if Zeke would have been here I would have thrown his lazy ass in the bathtub and told him to scrub it until it sparkled!
Dustin said that he's going to talk to Zeke because I told Dustin that if his friend can't start cleaning up after himself he can't come over... I already take care of one kid I don't need to clean up after his friends too! I honestly think that I could be payed for what I had to go threw on New years. No one brought their own booze they all brought weed but drank what little booze we had. And Now I feel bad because I think of all the parties I've been to and haven't pitched in for. :(
But yeah I'd emotionally retartad right now. Like I've been so stressed that I've been getting physicly ill...
Ugh need more coffee.. Sorry guys needed a good rant.