I dont know
I want to ramble because I can't sleep because I'm tired and restless because I haven't really had anyone other then a 7 month old to talk to and Dustin holds a conversation about as well as Shawnee (no joke)... I want to rant but I'm not sure what about I could rant about a person in my life that just recently got a car that was the same amount as my parents 2 story 5 bedroom house and thinks that he's going to keep his friends by calling them ugly.. Or I could go on about how I'm going to Alaska in 3 month or less.. I could talk about the flood and how 6 inches of water going in my parents house again and the county is doing NOTHING to help them... I could rant about fake people and friends and the people who just aren't worth the typing.. I could talk about how it feels like my relationship had stopped because once again gaming is an important thing and how I've talked to Dustin about it but he doesn't listen gods I hate that...
But I think I'll just ramble about nothing because currently I don't really care.. I need sleep I know I need it I just can't bring myself to lay down... I don't want to be comfortable I want to sit her hunched over with my elbow digging into my thigh and typing the randomness on LJ why because I feel I have too..
My kids having some runny nose problems was annoying for first night it was all plugged and I maybe got 5 hours of sleep.. I know Dustin's trying he really is but he gets upset way to fast and I don't like that especially since my son is only 7 months old and Dustin thinks that Shawnee is doing things intentional like throwing up or scratching I have to constantly remind Dustin that Shawnee is just a baby and he doens't understand and then he'll try to argue with me about it.. So I'm sure you can understand my feelings and fright.. Oops Ranted for a second
My best friend Tali's going to have her baby soon :D her due date is Feb 14 we're gonna go down and see he sometime after the baby's born she lives in Rainer OR.. I miss her she use to live with me like 5 6 maybe even 7 years ago.. I kept her outta trouble and shit and then she moved down to her parents and ended up in court and in jail for a little bit.. Sad really
Well I think that's all I'll go lay down and be comfy I guess before Shawnee wakes up..
I love Dustin..
But I think I'll just ramble about nothing because currently I don't really care.. I need sleep I know I need it I just can't bring myself to lay down... I don't want to be comfortable I want to sit her hunched over with my elbow digging into my thigh and typing the randomness on LJ why because I feel I have too..
My kids having some runny nose problems was annoying for first night it was all plugged and I maybe got 5 hours of sleep.. I know Dustin's trying he really is but he gets upset way to fast and I don't like that especially since my son is only 7 months old and Dustin thinks that Shawnee is doing things intentional like throwing up or scratching I have to constantly remind Dustin that Shawnee is just a baby and he doens't understand and then he'll try to argue with me about it.. So I'm sure you can understand my feelings and fright.. Oops Ranted for a second
My best friend Tali's going to have her baby soon :D her due date is Feb 14 we're gonna go down and see he sometime after the baby's born she lives in Rainer OR.. I miss her she use to live with me like 5 6 maybe even 7 years ago.. I kept her outta trouble and shit and then she moved down to her parents and ended up in court and in jail for a little bit.. Sad really
Well I think that's all I'll go lay down and be comfy I guess before Shawnee wakes up..
I love Dustin..