all over
well, turns out that there was a reason why justin was ignoring me. if only i wasn't so optimistic, i could've prepared myself more. oh well, yea friday night i was waiting around for justin to call me with a time of when he'd be over...instead he called and broke up with me. was upset but i guess since i havent seen him, it wasn't much of a shock. but then again saturday i woke up 7:45am and couldnt stop crying until 9am. im actually happy. now i dont have to walk around wondering why he hasnt called or if everything is ok. it feels like a weight has been lifted off of my shoulders. plus i have a laptop and im $40 richer...so the weekend wasnt that bad. i also realized that my friends are my sisters. i came to girls high not knowing neone, and im leaving with sisters. i think i might cry...
of course my weekend wasn't spent mourning. friday night after that phone call, i went to berry's house to hang out with ber,bryan,shawn,jen,jon,ron,mag,and susie. it was fun, even though i spent 20 mins. on the phone with my mom sobbing. then on saturday i couldnt stay in the house ne longer by myself, so i went to willow grove with my sister and her friends. lol, i went from hanging out with 17 year olds friday night to hanging out with 30 year olds saturday..and u know what, there wasn't much of a difference, just a slight maturity increase. then, saturday night i danced around my house drinking margaritas by myself, then ron, mag, and susie came over and i fell asleep...im so sorry mag...i had ur special margarita in the fridge and then i saw my parents pull into the driveway, so i dumped it down the drain. sorry i fell asleep...sunday, i woke up at 3am. to feed and calm down jack. then i set up the laptop..and later wnet to my aunt's house for dinner. also, i talked to mike all weekend which really felt nice. i missed that kid. so, overall my weekend rocked and i think things are gonna go great this weekend cause my friend is throwing a halloween party on saturday...wanna come? the more, the freakier!
of course my weekend wasn't spent mourning. friday night after that phone call, i went to berry's house to hang out with ber,bryan,shawn,jen,jon,ron,mag,and susie. it was fun, even though i spent 20 mins. on the phone with my mom sobbing. then on saturday i couldnt stay in the house ne longer by myself, so i went to willow grove with my sister and her friends. lol, i went from hanging out with 17 year olds friday night to hanging out with 30 year olds saturday..and u know what, there wasn't much of a difference, just a slight maturity increase. then, saturday night i danced around my house drinking margaritas by myself, then ron, mag, and susie came over and i fell asleep...im so sorry mag...i had ur special margarita in the fridge and then i saw my parents pull into the driveway, so i dumped it down the drain. sorry i fell asleep...sunday, i woke up at 3am. to feed and calm down jack. then i set up the laptop..and later wnet to my aunt's house for dinner. also, i talked to mike all weekend which really felt nice. i missed that kid. so, overall my weekend rocked and i think things are gonna go great this weekend cause my friend is throwing a halloween party on saturday...wanna come? the more, the freakier!