This is the thing
When I typed up the last entry, I was really angry and It was kinda just a rant/vent. I mean yes, I'm upset but I'll get over it. I'm just gonna have to take my part as understudy seriously just in case anything happens. This just really got to me b/c I've been looking for a song since like... summer. I can't exactly say that I've been working on it since then, but I've been looking for songs and thinking of things that would make me look best for the Lion. The only thing is that, I (from what it looks like to me. I'm not sure if it's neccesarily true or not) beat everyone who wanted the part that goes to Fairfax (Luke, Breynen, etc.) THAT was what got to me. So if you think about it, Me, Justin Nguyen who never sang other than in the shower or in the car before, was better qualified for the part over anyone at Fairfax High School. I'll get over I KNOW I will. But It's just going to take time. Just be patient with me please. And please, don't say something like "Oh Brian is soooo good for the part. He's just perfect." Linn (I'm not sure if it was you or Melia) when you said "All he had to do was go up there and say I want the part of the Lion and would've gotten it" REALLY got to me. It's like kickign me when I'm down. I know that Melia has been doing this A LOT recently. She's not sensitive enough to realize NOT to say that when I'm around.