I'm done with everything and everyone
Lately I've been under so much stress. I am so mentally drained. Also my parents arn't taking the whole ... thing very well. It's been over a month and all they do is deny deny deny. It's sooner or later they're going to HAVE to accept the facts: I am who I am and What I am. They don't understand they're being so fucking dumb about it. On top of that, my friends are being extremely stupid. People just suck and life just sucks. I don't have ANYONE I can go to anymore. I've all these things keep bottled up inside and I can't let it out at ALL. No family, no friends, no one I can TRULY trust anymore. Not after I've been used, abandonded, and lied to. I just can't take it anymore. Everything I do is wrong somehow to my parents or someone else. The stupid parents have been on my ass about every fucking thing lately. I really can't take it anymore. The fucking bitch I have to call mother won't let me out after fucking 10 b/c she thinks I'll get hurt somehow. Yes mother b/c every FUCKING human being on this GODFORSAKEN world is trying to kill me it's a HUGE FUCKING CONSPIRACY. EVERYONE is trying to get rid of me. Pretty soon they will. Everything is going to be over soon just a little longer. I'm slowly losing grip. I've lost touch of everything. I don't have someone to lean on anymore. I can't trust anyone. Not family, not friends. nothing. Obviously I'm only here to waste food and money according to my parents. FINE i'll soon be out of their hair and their wallet.