THIS IS A RANT
This is a rant NO one is to ever refer to this in the future. Respond if you want but it won't matter.
I'm FUCKING tired of all the Clicks around here. ESPECIALLY in Theater. WE are supsosedly all a big group and everone loves every else and yet everyone breaks off into their own little groups, does there own little thing, and exclude people. I'm getting so fucking tired of all of this. If your group is going somewhere and you break off to discuss it and someone else comes along and asks what's going on, you could AT LEAST invite them but NO. Everyone just fucking ignored me and didnt' tell me what the FUCK was going on. So much for being good friends. They didn't even tell me what the FUCK they were doing. No idea. I had an idea and like asked if I could come but no. EVERYONE gave me the fucking cold shoulder and didnt' say anything. That pissed me the fuck off. At least TELL me what you're doing and say something like "sorry it's not our party we would love to have you there but you can't come" but nope. All I got was silence and ignored. I thought that I was part of their little group but I guess not. I clearly am not good enough to hang out with them. But w/e. I mean I kinda just gave up. I'll just stick with the NEW friends I've gained in Theater. Another click of three ppl. I love you all as individuals but when you're all together, I feel like you just all fucking hate me and it's prolly true b.c one of you hates me anyways, another one doesn't really care or give me respect and the last one is really good to me when we're alone. I just don't feel like I belong anymore and having to deal with you all almost every day of every week isn't going to be the best thing for me. I think I'll just give up b.c making new friends is easier for me than keeping the old ones b/c the old ones don't give a shit about you.
I'm FUCKING tired of all the Clicks around here. ESPECIALLY in Theater. WE are supsosedly all a big group and everone loves every else and yet everyone breaks off into their own little groups, does there own little thing, and exclude people. I'm getting so fucking tired of all of this. If your group is going somewhere and you break off to discuss it and someone else comes along and asks what's going on, you could AT LEAST invite them but NO. Everyone just fucking ignored me and didnt' tell me what the FUCK was going on. So much for being good friends. They didn't even tell me what the FUCK they were doing. No idea. I had an idea and like asked if I could come but no. EVERYONE gave me the fucking cold shoulder and didnt' say anything. That pissed me the fuck off. At least TELL me what you're doing and say something like "sorry it's not our party we would love to have you there but you can't come" but nope. All I got was silence and ignored. I thought that I was part of their little group but I guess not. I clearly am not good enough to hang out with them. But w/e. I mean I kinda just gave up. I'll just stick with the NEW friends I've gained in Theater. Another click of three ppl. I love you all as individuals but when you're all together, I feel like you just all fucking hate me and it's prolly true b.c one of you hates me anyways, another one doesn't really care or give me respect and the last one is really good to me when we're alone. I just don't feel like I belong anymore and having to deal with you all almost every day of every week isn't going to be the best thing for me. I think I'll just give up b.c making new friends is easier for me than keeping the old ones b/c the old ones don't give a shit about you.