Nov 07, 2004 13:58
Before I start this entry I wanted to do the Lyrics first..
Time By: Pink Floyd
Ticking away the moments that make up a dull day
You fritter and waste the hours in an off-hand way
Kicking around on a piece of ground in your home town
Waiting for someone or something to show you the way
Tired of lying in the sunshine staying home to watch the rain
You are young and life is long and there is time to kill today
And then the one day you find ten years have got behind you
No one told you when to run, you missed the starting gun
And you run and you run to catch up with the sun, but it's sinking
And racing around to come up behind you again
The sun is the same in the relative way, but you're older
And shorter of breath and one day closer to death
Every year is getting shorter, never seem to find the time
Plans that either come to naught or half a page of scribbled lines
Hanging on in quiet desparation is the English way
The time is gone the song is over, thought I'd something more to say
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I really love this song.. It really makes me think.. I have so much on my mind today that I wish to write about.. I just dont want to share it with everyone.. And I dont want to write it only to make it private.. Basicly I am pissed off at Cody today.. Because the manager from Magic Mart called back this morning about that job... But cody won't call him back.. He doesnt want to take this job that pays 6.25 and hour and 7 something on sundays which is much more then I make.. Because he has to wear khaki pants and a tucked in shit.. MY fucking god.. I am just beyond angry about this.. however i have stayed rather calm about it.. Because there isnt shit I can do about it but fucking bitch and bitch and bitch.. But its useless to do that because it goes in one ear and out the other.. I make sooo many sacrifices for him.. But because he has to tuck his shirt in he wont take a job.. that is so immature and stupid and GRR,,, stupid.. stupid boy.. why cant he just do something for the good of our relationship.. Married people do things they don't want to because its the right thing to do.. Help your partner.. Pretty goddamn certain thats what we agreed to when we got married.. I mean call me crazy.. But most married people don't live with there mother in laws and depend on there wife.. I just have to rant about this and be pissed.. I dont really know if I am more mad or hurt with him.. Its such a mixture of both.. I mean.. I am just sick and tired of carrying the weight around here.. I dont know how much longer I can do it before i totally go insane... However.. its 215 and that leaves me only 15 to get ready in.. so.. Im out for now.. off to WORK.... that thing I do.. BUT some people refuse to doo... ohh fucking well.. I shall write the rest of my thoughts later.. I work from 3-10 if anyone wants to come visit.. Im certain i will be bored haha..
<3 Natashia