Another day, another decision.

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I need to lose weight. Maybe thats not the right way to phrase it,but whatevs. I need to lose the random pouches of fat on either side of my bellybutton, and get rid of my thunder thighs. Ive looked at myself in the mirror and thought I looked fine, all the pants Ive brought from home are way looser now than they were when I got here,but the other day one of my supervisors (whom I havent seen in literally months) asked me if Id put on weight. See ya around,self esteem!And its not that I havent tried.Ive tried exercising in the mornings,eating healthy,yadda yadda yadda,but I work in a diner fulltime.The easiest thing to eat are fries and chicken nuggets,both of which are deep-fried,or a pre-formed mini hamburger. Maybe when I get home and work retail itll be easier,but not likely. Adult Connections is right across the road from McDonalds, just down the street from Arbys and Harveys and Little Ceasars,plus Dinos isnt far away and since its a pizza place,they deliver.And I know I could go a very bad way and just not eat,but I love food. I love to cook, I love to eat when Im finished whatever it is I made. Sure Ill go a day and only have one or two things to eat because I forget or just dont get around to it,but still.
And what really sucks is that my boobs are getting even smaller.Hopefully bra sizes here are just different from back home,because I havent been a 32B since early high school,and Id like to stay away from that.Urg.