Lets get f*ed up and die. I mean that figuratively, of course.
I havent updated this in.. ages. Which is a pretty long time.
I am home, in IL that is. And its weird. I have eben on the run just 24/7 since getting home. I havent had time for anything, to sit and think or even unpack. And now I feel im being punished for it.
Sometimes I wish life was way less complicated than it is. Because basically I want to shoot myself in the foot, and its getting pretty insane.
And people complaining.. OMG SHUT UP! Sometimes you ahve nothing to even complain about, and you do ANYWAY. I swear, if I had half the crap you do or half the life you do, I would never say two words about how sucky my life was. I would just remind myself that some people have nothing, and those people spend their time doing better things with thier time than complaining.
Had a great time in Hennepin tonight. Got to spend about 2.7 seconds crying to Stephenie about some things and how boys are, and we shook our fist at them together. Cuz her boy issues are all bad too. But then we were good and had some great times. Matt was hilarious. I had a great time with him. we spent like 5 minutes discussing his legs and how he had nice legs.
Then Steph showed Amber how to make it look like your making out, and we got pics. And then used me as an example, 3 times. The 3rd she hit my mouth, not my cheek. Then we played the 10 fingers game. I taught them last year... hold up 10 fingers and go in a circle saying I have never.. and then fill it it. Usually sexually related stuff. Me and steph always lose. I lost first this time, like usual. And I lost by things that I didnt think I would. I mean of course they know about all my.. things, and they used hardly any of them, which was good, because Matt didnt know, but he found some stuff out. It was a good time.
Long days. We go back to school in like a week. Ugh. I havent had enoguh summer. xx
Katy has the BEST picture EVER of me and her. Its in black and white, and I just got my hair cut and it was straight and flipped out and I did look flippin great. Im jsut stuck up like that though. I want a copy of it. <3
I am home, in IL that is. And its weird. I have eben on the run just 24/7 since getting home. I havent had time for anything, to sit and think or even unpack. And now I feel im being punished for it.
Sometimes I wish life was way less complicated than it is. Because basically I want to shoot myself in the foot, and its getting pretty insane.
And people complaining.. OMG SHUT UP! Sometimes you ahve nothing to even complain about, and you do ANYWAY. I swear, if I had half the crap you do or half the life you do, I would never say two words about how sucky my life was. I would just remind myself that some people have nothing, and those people spend their time doing better things with thier time than complaining.
Had a great time in Hennepin tonight. Got to spend about 2.7 seconds crying to Stephenie about some things and how boys are, and we shook our fist at them together. Cuz her boy issues are all bad too. But then we were good and had some great times. Matt was hilarious. I had a great time with him. we spent like 5 minutes discussing his legs and how he had nice legs.
Then Steph showed Amber how to make it look like your making out, and we got pics. And then used me as an example, 3 times. The 3rd she hit my mouth, not my cheek. Then we played the 10 fingers game. I taught them last year... hold up 10 fingers and go in a circle saying I have never.. and then fill it it. Usually sexually related stuff. Me and steph always lose. I lost first this time, like usual. And I lost by things that I didnt think I would. I mean of course they know about all my.. things, and they used hardly any of them, which was good, because Matt didnt know, but he found some stuff out. It was a good time.
Long days. We go back to school in like a week. Ugh. I havent had enoguh summer. xx
Katy has the BEST picture EVER of me and her. Its in black and white, and I just got my hair cut and it was straight and flipped out and I did look flippin great. Im jsut stuck up like that though. I want a copy of it. <3