think about the bubbles of love we made
So Andy. Andy Hunt. Awesome guy that I like. I like A LOT. And I want to get inolved, I dont want a relationship, just date and see where it takes us. Ya know?
This is what he said to me tonight:
When I created the S n' S club I swear I was sober says:
I like you, i think you kick some serious ass, i like your sweet disposition, the way you've made it through a crappy situation yet it hasn't turned you bad, and just that you're an all around good person. That's the reason i don't want to get too involved (notice i didn't say not involved at all) because I don't know what i want nor what i'm going to do once I get to UD and i'm afraid i'd wind up hurting you.
Then we talked more and he said that he MIGHT at some point wish to see others while seeing me and I said:
*®åÇH-kËñz* Im just your cup of tea <3 says:
i dunno. its something about you be out making out with some other girl who is better than me
When I created the S n' S club I swear I was sober says:
well from what i've seen no one is really better than you
how sweet. I know. But does it mean anything if he is saying that after he is saying he doesnt know about being exclusively me and him. I can be exclusively him, but he might want to see others.. wtf.
what should I do? how do I get myself into these situations? He is perfect. Perfect in the most imperfect way. and i like it. I dunno. since I am not looking for anything serious, its worth it and if he wants to date others at some point then Ill jsut say okay, go ahead but you wont be dating me anymore. or just cross it when i get there. i dunno. maybe just dont even get involved here. ok just shoot myself in the foot perhaps. gr.
guys are killllling me!!!
This is what he said to me tonight:
When I created the S n' S club I swear I was sober says:
I like you, i think you kick some serious ass, i like your sweet disposition, the way you've made it through a crappy situation yet it hasn't turned you bad, and just that you're an all around good person. That's the reason i don't want to get too involved (notice i didn't say not involved at all) because I don't know what i want nor what i'm going to do once I get to UD and i'm afraid i'd wind up hurting you.
Then we talked more and he said that he MIGHT at some point wish to see others while seeing me and I said:
*®åÇH-kËñz* Im just your cup of tea <3 says:
i dunno. its something about you be out making out with some other girl who is better than me
When I created the S n' S club I swear I was sober says:
well from what i've seen no one is really better than you
how sweet. I know. But does it mean anything if he is saying that after he is saying he doesnt know about being exclusively me and him. I can be exclusively him, but he might want to see others.. wtf.
what should I do? how do I get myself into these situations? He is perfect. Perfect in the most imperfect way. and i like it. I dunno. since I am not looking for anything serious, its worth it and if he wants to date others at some point then Ill jsut say okay, go ahead but you wont be dating me anymore. or just cross it when i get there. i dunno. maybe just dont even get involved here. ok just shoot myself in the foot perhaps. gr.
guys are killllling me!!!